forgotten season

Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 3:04 AM

i can't believe it.
my tagboard is officially growing cobwebs.
erm does everyone hate me all of a sudden?
or does no one care about my blog?
eh if you all dont want then i convert it to private blog hor;D
hahahahaha;D
ok, so on monday, i officially fell in love.
really, crazily.
and the thing is, i dont know him at all.
i mean, he IS my schoolmate.
but i dont even know his name at first!
i mean, i was never that good with guys.
nor did i click very well with them.
but whatever.
the whole point is, I'M FALLING CRAZILY IN LOVE.
and nothing can stop me.
it's different from my previous crush, who i dont have ANY feelings for now.
zzzz.
this is diferent.
this crush.
he's really cute.
<333333
but the thing is, my crush for a person is almost always one-sided.
this sucks.
i'm unlucky, ugly, damn clumsy, and damn stupid.
so i dont noe any reson why anyone will like me.
not like i care anyways.
=p
ok. hold on.
i do.
i mean, if people tells me i'm ugly, FINE.
i will just lose self-esteem and lack self-confidence.
FINE.
at least let there be once when my crush likes me back.
ok, there was once.
in KINDERGARDEN.
but we were, please, SIX YEARS OF AGE.
so you get it that we were immature.
lol.
;D
i'm not going to survive the weekend.
i'm missing HIM so much...
i'm going lovesick.
shit.
nevermindss;D
i caught the last glimpse of him(ok, second last) erm looking at me?
;DDDDDD
;DDDDD
;DDDD
;DDD
;DD
;D
today was BAD except for where i saw my crush;D
first thing in the morning, ms aisha went and told me to follow her to general office and wait for her outside.
i was wondereing if she was gonna punish me.
shit that.
then of course people in 104 was pretty interested.
it turns out that she called me there to get the new report slips for CA1 cuz the previous one, the english marks was the same as literature. coz of lit's fault, not english;D
WOW.
so i took it and returned to class, controlling my temptation to take a peep at mine.
i succeeded in not peeping.
cuz i thot it would be unfair for the class.
yeah, how sweet of me, i know;D
hoho.
soo yeah, guess what?;D
OF COURSE I DEPROVED.
please, my literature pulled me down.
shit that eff-ing thing.
i was actually position 27 for the previous report card, now i'm 32.
eryue, i hope you dont mind darling, but she was 33.
that shows how DUMB, STUPID, LOW IQ-ED, UGLY i am.
she was absent for 2//3 whole weeks and me? i was in sku every single day.
i cant stand this.
then previously, my marks were as follows:
english: A2
homec: A2
art: A2(SURPRISING!)
geog: A2
lit: A2
higher chinese: B4
science: C5
maths: E8(wadeva. as though i care)
ok, then now its like this:
english: A2
homec: A2
art: A2
geog: A2
higher chinese: B4
science: C5
lit: C5
and maths: E8.

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