forgotten season

Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 6:22 AM

i suddenly like him, then sort of gave up liking.
cuz i don't see any reason why anyone would like me.
i tell you, i'm so emo, i can't focus.
it's all cuz of him.
i feel my self-esteem plunging.
i think i don't want to like him anymore.
but the thing is, i'm crazy over him.
so yeah.
i don't think he likes me, though mabu says he does.
it's not true.
and we don't know one another.
i'm giving up all hope of him liking me, seriously.
unless i want myself to go crazy with the fact that he really doesn't like me, i think i might want to, erm, confess?
but i am scared of getting a straight rejecion.
omg.
i really want to get out of the life i have now.
i want to return to my previous life, at oln;D
lol i rmb how huishan, cally and me always call '___' ~toot1~.
the special code i created for HER;D
lol but that was the PAST.
ok emo now cuz of HIM.
I CAN'T SURVIVE THE 3 DAYS WITHOUT YOU, I REALLY CAN'T.
i hope, just the tiniest bit of hope, that you like me back?

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