forgotten season

Monday, October 6, 2008 @ 1:00 AM

i think i hate myself more then anything else right now...
i mean, like other people have people constantly caring for them, but...
it's like,i don't feel loved by friends at all.
nobody cares about how i feel.
nobody is there to comfort me when i need friends the most.
i mean, i have alot of people to turn to, but nobody comes straight to me.
it's like, i'm wondering if i have any real friends left at all.
i still don't feel loved.
i may seem always happy and all, but actually, deep down, i'm actually quite emotional.
it's only that nobody unearthed or actually try to know me to know that.i only wish for someone to care for me, that's all.
and really.
if only somebody would just always be there with me...

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