forgotten season

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 5:42 AM

well , today during class , i was feeling rather emo over sth , so i just buried my head in a book , and read about OTHER PEOPLE'S troubles instead of mine . that's the best medicine for curing emo(for me) .
and i felt rather emo during the break from after sku to gb , but didn't want to show it cuz all my lovely , handsomish(that's HUIWEN:DD) friends were there[:
hees .
anw , that stupid thing about having to meet a teacher for some chinese thingie sun lao shi nominated me for , and guess whatt .
i didn't like what i hear AT ALL .
all those chosen , in sec 1 , were supposed to attend this kou cai workshop during the holidays .
well , FREAK .
and i was so upset , not sure why , cuz all this is so sian .
but maybe i should challenge my own ability and my own knowledge of chinese .
yepp , that's it , i should think positive[:
anw , after that horrifying briefing , i went to the canteen to try and look for po .
then couldn't find her , i found huiwen and bernice instead:DD
and they were so nice , they allowed me to sit at their table(:
and i ate there , thennn=)
then i realised i was the only muddle-headed one at that table who did not polish my boots properly(i only cheated and out a bit of polish wax) .
so i sheepishly grinned , and kapok some of cassandra's(gb derhh:D) shoe polish and cloth and got down to serious polishing .
and my boots shone , but not as dazzling as the seniors '.
then a few others came along:D
and we were all trying to polish our boots[:
poor jieling , no matter how long she polish , her boots still remained that dull colour=(
so i tried my was polish , and it brightened up her boots just a little[:
anw , during devotion time in gb , it wasquite interesting , but me and peiling were talking .
anout who , you guess .
but no prizes for guessing , cuz the answer is straightforward:D
and i was confiding in her , cuz i had lotss of pressure from people around me to do sth i wouldn't have the guts to do .
she offered to help me !
i was too glad for her help(:
i just need to think it over , discuss with cass and cm and my pro-ded cousin , then get peiling's help:D
seriously , peiling , i love you manz !
for really offering to help me[:
thanks loadds , you're a great friend(:

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