forgotten season

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 4:18 AM

GERALDINE : heh heh , ofc bodoh will link me wrongly !:D jkjk[: lol , thanks for linking correctly !<3 and enjoy KOREA , MY DEAR BODOH-CUM-SIAODINGDING<333

OHMIGOD I DAMN SIANNED-.-
the symposium larh !
slot in 2 extra trainings-.-
GRRR , GRRR , GRRR !
first extra training on 14NOV , yes , MY DEAREST GB CAMP !
UGH .
second extra training on 17NOV , nth much on that day , but hey , it took me a full day off to play audi and do holiday hw-.-
GRRR .
somemore timing is from 8-5 , and i don't think they'll let us off on the dot .
they say most probably will 拖延 , might drag till 6.30pm .
FUCK LUHH .
i want to quit !
but it will be mean to do so D:
when sunlaoshi asked who wanted to quit the previous time , i should have told her i wanted to quit .
but i felt i'm too much a failure to do that , so i just went along with it .
and i feel immense pressure now D:
i'm gonna tear my hair out , cuz when i'm going to have freaking stupid training , gb camp will be in sentosa D:
i think i'm really unlucky ...
and i'm very 自卑 now D:
not in a good mood , apparently .
i'm disappointing gb and myself T.T
i will miss the gb camp (one day of it) and another day of gb training on 18NOV .
GRRR .
what if i miss the trainings that are actually so important , and i fail my drill test stage one ?
i'll hate myself , definitely D:
oh boy , MY LIFE SUCKS !
-MY LIFE IS LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT-

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