forgotten season

Just because i'm human.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 11:00 PM

(Disclaimer: Please do not attempt to read this depressing post about my stupid self. I dont care what you think, cos this is my blog, my post, period.)
When you get something/someone that you've really wanted/liked for a really long time, you'll expect more from what you started with, all because of human nature: selfishness.
Why do i say this?
It's happened on me, multiple times, too many times.
And i'm hereby declaring nothing wrong with that, because it's all human nature, and because of human nature am i depressed.
I'm just apologizing for being a human, because i feel that i've made many mistakes many a time in my worthless life, and hurting alot of people, maybe.
But i seek forgiveness, because it is the only thing you can expect to get after you make a mistake.
And for the record: i think i'm alone most of the time, and it sucks.
I cant find anyone to rely on, no one to talk to because i reckon the whole world's gonna laugh, and just lonely.
Sure, i'm surrounded by people everyday, but loneliness it is in my heart.
And for that matter, i feel way sorry for myself.

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