Hold on to.

Happy Birthday, Xiah.

2010-12-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to you, Junsu.

Your singing has touched many hearts, and continue being the best at what you are doing.

Such a lovely boy, always determined to continue.

Your smile and laughter will be etched in my heart, for eternity.

Remain innocent as you always are, junsu, for that is who you are.

Determination can determine one's success, and your determination can be seen, as you have succeeded in everything that you have done.

Yes, everything.

I will be waiting for the day when you come back as 5 to cassiopeia.

Till then, you'll always have my fullest support, however much i can give.

I'll always love you.

Also, happy birthday to you, junho.

Both of you are the best pair of brothers i have ever seen, continue to love and support each other!

The art of fangirls.

2010-10-17T01:08:00.000-07:00

Ingredients to be a fan:

#1: Money, you need tons of it (else you end up like me, not being able to buy what i want).

#2: Parents who are willing to let you spend and splurge on your gods.

#3: Dedication to your gods (because you would worship them every single second ~~if possible~~).

I realize i'm rather fail because i dont have the top two ingredients.

Ohwells. :/

Yesterdat was one of the best days of my life, and i'm at the stage of withdrawal now. :'(

How i miss them.

The art of standing.

2010-10-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

I swear, standing up for 1 hour plus isn't pleasant at all, but for JYJ, it's worth it hehe. ~^^

Went to collect the tickets (yes, alone, i got some time to 发呆 and escape this awful reality called exam), and i wasn't expecting everyone to be there QUEUEING ALREADY omg.

Haha, but apparently cassies are awesome, so everyone else was there haha.

Not that queueing first meant you get front seats (cos apparently, we've already pre-booked the tix) but it's such that you won't need to spend so long waiting.

But yes, i thought i was early and went to get my levi's and grab a bite and all that, then decided to slowly walk to the conference room haha.

Awesome decision, the queue was out of the door by the time i reached!

I was like, WHOA, haha.

Then just queue and my legs ached ttm. ):

The only thing (or maybe TWO things) that kept me patiently waiting was ofc the thought of JYJ themselves (also it's cos hey, there're my gods!) and halfway through, they suddenly PLAYED DONGBANG MUSIC THROUGH THE LOUDSPEAKERS.

YESYESYES, THEY WERE PLAYING IT.

Haha!

Started softly with mirotic, then wrong number, then picture of you and so on.

Awesome ttm, at first i was like humming the tune, and when the girl behind me started softly singing i couldn't help but sing along softly too haha.

How embarrassing, but i was alone and so was that girl!

~^^

1 more week, till i get 3/5 of my life complete. \o/

The art of forgetting.

2010-09-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

Don't say goodbye, you are my everything to me.

(you will never know)

The most confused i'd ever been in months.

The art of dependence.

2010-09-06T01:55:00.001-07:00

"Don't forget: In protecting those you love, you must also work towards making yourself a better person and make your idols proud."

I thank god sooooo much for my friends.

Thank you guys.

The art of controlling.

2010-09-05T03:51:00.000-07:00

Yetserday, we went to take the jabbbbbb!

3 jabs in one day, hmph. ):

It hurt quite alot, but i survived hehe.

Then, went to have lunch, and studied after that.

I have a short attention span, and so does simone. :/

Went to cold storage to buy bagels and pink guava juice, i swear bagels are the hardest food on earth! :x

Me and simone's jaws were aching ttm from chewing, haha.

Met ALEX at compass!

Boy, do i miss her. :'(

After that, went back to bball court to find the guys, and there was this extra annoying guy there.

Can tell the guys were pissed haha.

Ate dinner, chatted and bitched (more like the guys bastarded, me and simone bitched haha).

Then finally had to go home, it was near 9! ):

Heng i reached home before my parents hehe.

Today, I CUT MY HAIR.

I feel so foolish, always cut my hair just when it starts to grow long. D:

I FORGOT TO ASK THE PERSON TO CUT IT THINNER.

Now it looks like a bush. T-T

Disaster.

I look like a cheena doll. @-@

And my bangs!

It looks funny too. ):

OH DEARRRRR.

Anw, it seems like i have no holidays at all, cos i have to balik sekolah almost everyday. ):

However, i'm looking forward to the maths camp hehehe.

MATHS CAMP (Y).

The art of maturing.

2010-09-02T05:00:00.000-07:00

I realised i matured alot these few days!

Must be things i'm experiencing and going through, haha.

Anyway, i have no idea why i'm here blogging while i'm supposed to be doing physics att and studying for a maths test tmrw, but yeah, here i am!

Yesterday was a slack day, i finally get to slack my ass off all day in front of the comp. :x

Haha, then today it's the hectic old life again.

I have to start being more responsible for my projects and my schoolwork!

Ohdear. ):

Also, CARROTS WE NEED TO PREPARE MUSICAL DRILLS REAL SOON.

Why so last minute?!

Do our officers not know that eoys are nearing. @-@

This is terrible~

Last but not least, i'm regretting going to india!

I realize we have to spend alot of money even PRIOR to the trip, taking jabs and all.

Should i take all 4 jabs or what?!

I really have no idea.

Now it's a matter of money or your life, hmph.

The art of discipline.

2010-08-31T20:57:00.000-07:00

I think i'm wasting today using the comp instead of studying.

I feel so frustrated by myself!

Oh goodness~

And oh dear, should i listen to what my daughter says?

Just letting it go once and for all.

I know my daughter makes sooooo much sense!

But i cant seem to get it into my head that it's the right thing to do.

But ohwell, these kinda thing, i have to suss it out on my own!

The art of deciding.

2010-08-31T03:18:00.000-07:00

Happy teachers' day to all my teachers!

The students get a break as well ~^^

Went off to ps with mabu after school ended, did hardcore shopping for her 9 darlings.

My feet hurts bad!

And i'm really broke.

I want that changmin hoodie though. T-T

Anyway, i realised i should have went back to oln!

Cos my sister went back and played netball for the whole time.

DAMNDAMNDAMN WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.

I want to play netball! ):

And eoy is just around the corner, I'M NOT STARTING TO STUDY YET.

I'm screwed, literally.

I hope i get enough motivation to study (i'm sorry dongbang i have to neglect you more now)! :'(

The art of glutttony.

2010-08-25T05:18:00.002-07:00

Today was a REALLY embarrassing day alright!

I just cant seemed to do anything right, and everything i did seemed so clumsy and dumb. :/

Ohwells, but anyway i cant believe i'm actually blogging when there's chem and e geog test tmrw.

I'm like creating and paving my own way to hell lah.

If i manage to fail e geog and chem i'm gonna laugh and then cry haha!

Anyway, can't wait for SENTOSA~^^

Simone, you'd better make it and pei me hehe. :D

Orange is the colour of the day!

2010-08-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

Alright, back to blogging!

Suddenly had motivation to blog cos i just posted @ carrots' blog. :D

-sense of accomplishment-

ORANGE SHOELACES, HERE I (WE) COME!

Hahaha!

Luckily there's such thing called google to enhance our creativity!

Anyway, idk why but i'm getting sleepier and lazier in school!

Ohmygod what's happening to me now. @-@

Growing too old already, as sunzi will say.

I was feeling damn screwed just now cos i was trying to find this dbsk video that i TOTALLY FORGOT THE NAME.

I was like, ARGH I WANNA WATCH IT AND LAUGH TTM AND FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS A BETTER PLACE AND WHY CANT I FIND IT (sorry for ranting).

Then finally, i typed in "dbsk hiung hiung" on youtube and there!

The video popped out. (Y)

Kamsahamnida changmin!

The art of breaking.

2010-08-19T04:45:00.000-07:00

ON HIATUS!

Hopefully i'll be back to blogging soon, haha.

The art of open-mindedness.

2010-07-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today was an awesome day. ^^

After school, ate with mabu, and then ended up eating with other 306ians, haha.

After that, wanted to go home, walk nana back to school, in the end nana ask if i want to stay back to hw, and i said yes. :D

So i happily finished my math hw in school with nana, i should do that more often with her!

I love nana. (:

Nana, dont think too much sometimes, okayy?

Don't read too much into stuffs!

And then after that, went home, decided to go jogging (yes i'm gonna start actively jogging again).

Maybe 2 days once or 3 days once, depends on whether got time not, and whether i diligent enough anot x-x

The art of occupying.

2010-07-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

In short (cos im too tired to type everything out),

SHANE THE HEAD.

SHIMIN THE AWESOME SALUTE (it was the cutest thing on earth).

UNDER A TREE WITH HUS, THIS NUT HAPPILY PLONKED ON MY HEAD. (!)

NICE DINNER (after so long without food).

MY LAOPUI CORPORAL RANK.

MY WATER RETENTIONED EYES. ):

THE BB BOYS (the two in white -coughs-)! (Y)

CAMWHORING IN THETOILET. (L)

All in all, it was a good day.

Tomorrow's busy!

Damn, i wish i could back out. ):

The art of uniqueness.

2010-07-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was kaleidoscope. :D

Met kaiearm, yk and kimmeng at hougang point, then got a ride to 55 bus stop.

Almost got late but managed to get there on time, and impatient mabellyn tang keep calling me to hurry me haha.

I know you love me and is dying to see me, but no need so kua zhang la my dear. ^^

Hahaha, then socialized around and looked for friends, SAW PEILING AND WE TOOK A PICTURE.

We should have totally took more pictures okk. ):

A rare occassion we dress up nicenice, haha.

Then, found our seats and sit down.

BYTHEWAY, it's amazing how good our band and choir are.

They are like, at some professional standard to my ears kayyyy. :D

Enjoyed the whole performance, especially the finale, everyone did well!

After everything ended, gave mabu her flower for which she was SO PLEASED AND HAPPY (and i must add she felt honoured cos she received it from me, afterall). x]

Banana looked awesome yesterday, haha! (milkshake~)

Then, went home, alighted from 55 to take 62.

When i was on board, the bus was freaking E-M-P-T-Y.

Freaking double deck somemore.

Then i was sitting on the lower deck in this sideway seat, then got this angmoh riiiiiiight at the end sitting alone.

Then cos i was constantly looking over my shoulder, then somehow the angmoh started smiling at me.

UGH I WAS FREAKING FREAKED OUT LIKE SHIT, COS IT'S NEAR MIDNIGHT AND THIS CREEPY GUY WHOM IDK IS STARING AND SMILING AT ME.

Eeks, i totally couldn't wait to HOP OFF THAT BUS.

And when i did, i was relieved.

Just nice alvin and james also alight, so i felt abit relieved especially since the guy didn't attempt to follow me off or anything LOL.

Or maybe that guy was actually my acquaintance but i just didn't recognize him (yeah sure, 0.0001% chance there).

Okay maybe i'm just being overly paranoid, and that's exactly the reason why i'm scared to go home after 7 or after the sky gets dark around 6 plus.

So i usually end up going home before 6 and being a good girl hehe.

But ah well, i guess my mom is also being rather paranoid.

She thinks some psycho's gonna come rape me or kidnap me or rob me and all, but if i were that lucky, i would've seen dbsk up close more than once alr. >_>

But i'm as paranoid as her too lol! x-x

Okay stopping my rantings here, it's gonna turn into a boring bedtime story that's like a grandma's story.

Psst: For the record i slept at 2.40am plus ytd, i made history!

Pigs.

2010-06-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

Dom is my official pigging partner.

Haha.

Food-lovers!

Anyway, in school today, celebrated cassandra's late birthday! ><"

Hope you liked it cass~! ♥

She was totally taken by surprise, and so was i, cos dk is cm or mabu say we doing rehearsal for kaiearm, in the end when they started singing i just got a feeling it was for cass, so cass was happily (and confusedly!) singing along, till we got to the third verse, we just shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CASSANDRA~" and she got this totally shocked look on her face. x]

PRICELESS! :D

Haha, then got her to make wish and all that, then kaiearm came (finally after so much hunting!) and then sang him birthday song and got him to make wish and all.

Too bad cass and kaiearm never cut cake together!

Haha.

And cass, awesome cutting!

Hahaha joking my dear po. (:

Remembered that last year, celebration for po's birthday was most epic. :D

Moment she woke up and all that, we wished her happy birthday.

It sounds usual, but guess where we were?

ADVENTURE CAMP.

Cool huh? x]

I love you cassandra!

Group E-L-E-V-E-N!

2010-06-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

Sergeants' weekend is over, and though it was really boring and dreaded, I MADE NEW FRIENDS. :D

And awesome ones they are, hahaha.

Just a short one and a half day sw, and we can actually chat and have fun together! ^^

Will really miss amanda, chandrika and fang ning, and also hyper michelle (whom i first made friends with, haha~)!

And the others from group 11. (:

Went bishan library with cherie and cass, before that ate at kovan with shane. :D

And friends are awesome, especially carrots, they help you get disgusting squished food off your skirt. :B

And also, friends are the best because they give up their time to help you search for lit books (thankyouu so much cherie my dear)!

And they are awesome because they study with you together in mos burger. ^^

And also because they encouraged me to buy the AWESOME $5 FLATS~

And gave me courage to ask my mom about it. :D

And also pei-ed me go buy!

So awesome right!

I FINALLY HAVE SHOES TO WEAR TO KALEIDOSCOPE~

Psst: Cherie dear, CONGRATULATIONS. I hope you dont get too stressed, and carrots will always support you!

The art of figuring.

2010-06-21T21:42:00.000-07:00

Dom's words made the most sense.

So did eryue's.

The art of bargaining.

2010-06-21T07:07:00.001-07:00

So sweet, but oh, awesome grammar, my dearest jiaying! (L)

Today was awesome.

Finally had a hell lot of fun since the holidays started, haha!

CARROTS' OUTING~~~

Met peiling @ 9.30 at amk mrt, then train-ed to somerset 313. :D

Reached 313, the icing room was open BUT only the selling pastries thing. >(

Then the DIY cake not open yet, rawr!

So me and peiling sat down and enjoyed their chocolate custard or smth liddat. ^-^

Hehehe.

Waited for shane to come, then we shopped the whole of the half-awake 313.

Bytheway, peiling bought some awesome heels okkayy!

Totally high heels, if wear i confirm pua-toh. ><"

I think our legs gonna break, we totally walk here walk there like mad, haha.

Did tons of window shopping, finally bought ribbon hairclip @ Forever 21 (which happened to be someone's fave shop)!

THE HAIRCLIP IS WHITE AND AWESOME. x]

Then ate @ yoshinoya, walked to Far East and shopped again. >)

BOUGHT A TEE, HAHAHA, VERY VERY VERY SATISFIED.

Then sat down, stoned, 3 of us were waiting for other carrots to arrive, and when hus called me, i could hear them laughing in the background!

They must be having fun, cos of hus, and hus said jiaying was having a hard time finishing her food (again)!

Hahaha!

Then went to cityhall on mrt, realised we were on same train as other carrots!

Me and peiling and shane were totally "they shouldn't be on the mrt cos too quiet alr haha!".

Then we went up escalator, AND THERE WERE CARROTS AND CO.

HAPPY REUNION~

Then went peninsular plaza, took a loooooooong time deciding our bags, even coin tossed on simone's motorola backflip HAHA.

Damn epic, i was rofl-ing from the funny-ness of it.

Then, finally decided on same design, different colour.

GOT SAME COLOUR BAG AS JIAYING, SIMONE AND ENREKA.

Cant wait to bring the bag to school and carrots' outing and all, HAHA!

Oh and jiaying said smth sweet on her pm, i shall post the screenshot! x]

Then anw, went to raffles city the mrt, totally camped on the mrt steps and began cake-cutting session. :D

And before that, i was trying to chase after the going-home jiaying and enreka LOL!

Anw, divided cake into 12 sections, and began unglam cake eating.

it's like, we totally went from eldest eat first to smallest.

AND PROUD TO SAY, I'M ~~one of~~ THE ELDEST! -pleased with self-

But my cake was smeared all over my mouth kayyyy.

And the rest all damn unglam too, haha!

EPIC = SHANE!

SHANE = SPILL HER CAKE CRUMBS.

Therefore,

SHANE = EPIC = SPILL HER CAKE CRUMBS!

Haha ohmygod.

Anyway, camwhored like mad okayy.

Then went macdonald's and hot food + longest food = apple pie. >(

Take so long to prepare~ T-T

Then after that, mrt-ed home with the rest, sorry cherie, never take to amk with you. ):

The art of recognition.

2010-06-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was an extremely tiring day. :D

Cos my fourth aunt and uncle, jingyee and hao came from malaysia! :D

And also my youngest uncle (who is only seventeen, yes)!

Went to amk to my second aunt's house, then prepared everything and off to universal studios we went (albeit w/o my second aunt and family cos pamela was having ballet, or was it piano)!

They were staying at some Hotel Michael (which sound so unfamiliar, if you ask me), and in the lobby were adam and eve, freaking naked.

LIKE OMFG.

All the kids were going -pointpoint- and i was totally covering their eyes. x]

Then couldn't check in yet, the room's not prepared.

We went to the popcorn shop, AND BOUGHT POPCORN.

THE SMELL IS AWESOME OKAYY, smells of sweet caramel popcorn. (:

Then cos my fourth aunt didn't know english and all, relied on me to buy and everything.

AND WE BOUGHT $21 WORTH OF POPCORN.

$9 for cheese popcorn (L), yes, it's freaking awesome.

The other amount included of caramel popcorn (L) and GST. :S

And ya know what!

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS ACTUALLY HAD LIMITED AMOUNT OF PATRONS PER DAY.

THE TICKETS WERE FREAKING SOLD OUT.

DIDN'T KNOW WE HAD TO PRE-BOOK IT, ZZZZ.

There goes my wonderful treat to go to universal studios which my dad would never have dreamt of bringing us there.

Went around looking for restaurants to eat lunch at, and there wasn't much of a choice. >(

All too long queues, or had food that didn't suit us.

Then went into chilli's restaurant, didn't have food suited for us.

Then went into this posh jap restaurant, and yes, the chawanmushi already costed 20 bucks.

Not like it mattered to my fourth aunt and uncle, they are freaking rich.

And my sister was totally complaining cos the guy didn't give her a menu; only gave those who were "adults" (eg. the adults and including me too). x]

Anyways.

Went out cos the food is ugh, so little choices, then went into Padio, some italian restaurant.

Waiter recommended some pasta, soups, salad, and pizza.

Then mushroom soup was okay, the other vegetable soup was shudder-worth.

The salad was not bad, albeit too sour.

And my poor youngest uncle couldn't eat anything; he just got braces! >)

He could only eat the codfish and mashed potatoes and the salad, which he didn't really like.

The pasta i ate it mostly, and the pizza too, haha!

Oh and how much did the meal cost?

190 bucks.

Then, went into hotel room, watched this horror movie, awesome shitz!

Then slacked, and went to Palawan Beach (was it?) to play Luge and Skyride!

THAT WAS EMBARRASSING, i was like freaking scared of the skyride, i was like complaining to my sis that i'm damn scared.

And hao and my youngest uncle who were sitting on the skyride in front of us were laughing at me. >D

Then, when the skyride paused midair, this fat bee came buzzing to me and my sis (maybe it thinks we're as sweet as honey, tyvm), and i was like "UGH GET IT AWAY!".

Then my awesome sis just blew and blew until the gross thing went away. x-x

Phew.

Then played the Luge, i was the last and i still couldn't find a way to manouvere the thing and adjust my keep-on-falling helmet, and it was just embarrassing.

After that, went to walk around more, then went into Universal Studio's Hollywood After Hours, to eat and take a peek around.

OH AND GUESS WHAT.

WALKING out of the hotel, someone tapped me firmly on the shoulder, i was like ready to ask my sis why was she tapping me, then i turned around.

And there was Klarissa Yow.

Yes, my awesome captain of interclass netball team, KLARISSA!

Ohmy, i almost couldn't recognize her, then when i did, she held out her arms for a hug, and hug we did!

Then she said she was playing one whole day in universal studios, lucky girl! ^-^

And then she left, and came back to take a picture, haha!

Anyways, ate at the chinese restaurant, with my second aunt and family present too.

The meal costed, er, 100 bucks more than the first meal, so go figure.

Oh and everything was paid by my fourth uncle, duh, he's the rich one, haha.

And then my fourth aunt gave me 50 bucks to buy stuff. ><"

How nice, hehe.

And then my fourth uncle promised me and my sis that the next time, he would make sure to purchase the universal studios beforehand, and then we shall play next time. ^-^

What a day!

The art of wit

2010-06-14T06:09:00.000-07:00

Thursday-Saturday, was children's camp.

It's a damn rare opportunity, and yes, though it required alot of patience with the kids, i think i had fun (albeit fun between my stomach and food). :D

And yes, i managed to chiong, hail a cab and cab to xinmin on time for 306 bbq!

Proud of myself, haha.

It was a tiring day man, had to look after kids in the morning and then in the evening, put all energy into bbq.

But oh well, it's really fun to serve others too.

Watched the karate kid yesterday, it's damn awesome, i love jackie chan, haha! -bows-

Okay, ttfn, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS anyway.

Hopefully you'll mature now~

"the law can take away their name and sm can split them apart... but they can't take away what they've all grown to mean to us"

The art of accepting

2010-06-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

"This arena was only a little smaller than Tokyo Dome,
But for just the three of them it might have been too big." -Fanaccount.

The art of pain.

2010-06-06T22:13:00.000-07:00

Though we all have opinions, always listen to your own hearts.

The best remedy for a broken heart.

2010-06-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

Them.

The art of perfection.

2010-06-05T04:24:00.000-07:00

Today, was a terribly disappointing day.

First, reached school, then waited for ma'am to arrive, then took taxi with shane and hus, while simone, ma'am and joanne took another taxi, then shiyu, xinyu and kylie took mrs ng's car.

Reached zhangde pri, regeistered and all, sat in some classroom.

Ma'am got us playing splat, and the ti-ti, ti-ti-titi game, hahaha.

Amusement, :D

Then, jingle time, damn nervous, and i think our jingle was boring compared to other schools'.

But we didn't forget at all, good job team B13!

Then, time to cook, got briefing and all, me and shane were damn busy discussing what to cook while hus and simone took ingredients.

Then, start of cooking, damn kanchiong sia.

My steam egg (compulsory dish) was fail, the steam rice (also compulsory dish) was awesome!, the katsudon side dish was the best (egg didn't stick to messtin though messtin chao tah), chicken fillet was good as always thanks to shane's awesome cooking skills, and the soup was the best one we'd ever made. -beams-

Good job once more, team!

Then, waited in hall for damn long, mass dance was, as cherie says it, ALAF.

We were stoning kayy.

Then finally prize presentation.

I was totally getting the jitters, everyone else was freaking nervous, and hus had stomachache due to nervousness. :x

Then when the last of the cop was announced, we were cheering like mad! :D

Then bronze.

They kept annoucing "forty(eg:seventh)company", when we hear the "forty", we almost always jumped in our seats,

And the last few bronzes were fortysmth companies, we were all praying damn mad they wouldn't call "42nd".

And surprisingly and awesomely, 42nd wasn't called. ^-^

Groups all around us (eg. B12 and B14), all went down during bronze, we were freaking scared.

Finally, during the silver, 42nd was called.

Damn anti-climax, and we were all, "uhhhh". ):

I think simone almost refused to go up, she was kinda frozen.

But ah well, we tried our best, though our jingle got marked down.

There goes our sustained gold, our seniors' hard work, our 7 years of gold to achieve sustained, and then when it reaches our batch, everything had to come crashing down.

You have no idea how disappointed me, simone, hus and shane felt.

It was fregging horrid, the feeling. ><"

But we went amk hub, bought something for someone, i was the awesome model. x.x

Since we about same built, hahaha, but apparently she'll look nicer in the clothes since she's obviously prettier and obviously not as skin-and-bones as me, hehe.

Then went to b2 for drinks, and we just went mad eating okayy. :D

First, bought our drinks @ ntuc alr, then went strolling around the yummilicious good sections, and was resisting the temptation, finally we saw $1 hokkaido ice-cream and couldn't resist, it was so cheap leh! >\\\<>

Then i bought my chocolate cone, and the rest had to wait for the uncle bring the cones down haha.

Then shane go buy the taiwan snack thing, the sweet potato, DAMN NICE OKAY.

Hahaha.

Then finally their ice cream arrived, after buying everything we went off to hawker centre.

Shared carrot cake with my husband, and they were eating ice kachang and told me their awesome ice kachang story which was sad at the same time!

HAHAHA. x]

Then just makan-ed and went home, too tired to open my eyes, my right eyelid was tired till it twitched all day long, lol.

But in the end never sleep at all, and instead i'm using the comp now hehe.

Happy birthday chun!

2010-06-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

Chunnie, chunnie, chunnie.

Your dorkiness never fails to make my day, and though it took the longest for my love to grow on you, i just love you sososo much now!

All the best for sungkyunkwan scandal, and i'll always support you!

~Always Keep The Faith~

The art of pacifying,

2010-05-31T02:09:00.000-07:00

No free days for the past few days!

Sunday-Monday was sleepover at mabu's house.

Tuesday went out with Faye, finally after so long! :D

Wednesday had fun competition practice, and my rice still sucks bad. I hope i dont get sacked from rice cooker! Photoshoot was so unnatural and sucked big time, btw. NP did so much better kayy.

Upcoming:

Thursday have fun competition practice, somemore is cook 2 times! Think i'll die and stink from sweat overload, and i hope my rice succeeds!

Finally Friday seems to be my free day, but i think ma'am probably will ask us go back school again. -sigh-. Chunnie's bday!

Psst: I need to start on my hw big time.

Renewed faith!

2010-05-27T19:27:00.000-07:00

The art of listening.

2010-05-27T19:13:00.000-07:00

Shite, my life is one mess.

Parents argue with my sister all day long, and i do what i do best: ignore.

So annoyed, cant they just give and take?

But both dad and sis are pissing me off too.

Dad: Always goes on about the smallest thing like putting something in the wrong place, just a tissue on the sofa wont hurt right! Then create sucha huge ruckus, rawr.

Sis: Always wears my clothes without my permission, and she thinks it looks nice on her. Grrrrr wait till you freaking grow up to 15 then wear my clothes if you dont mind the oldness la, and what's called respect and asking for permission?

GRRRR.

But i thank my parents and my sis for ren-ing with me too, cos i've been er, bad-tempered lately, and gets annoyed by them very easily.

That's called unconditional love.

Also, freak it.

Tomorrow i think there's cca, and also zonal bonding, and i promised enhui i will go!

But apparently, in my sub-consciousness, which, trust me, always happens to me, i also agreed to go to sentosa with my parents and sis for the apparently very fun thing where you slide down some slope with some "car", and which i looked forward too at the instant my dad asked me, but i kinda forgot about it.

And damn, i think my dad's disappointed in me, cos i always break my promises to him.

Damn myself, i shall work hard and give him my beautiful results at the eoys, and i WILL grow up to be successful and repay my dad and mom.

I'm gonna study during the hols (see if i dont)!

Holiday hw progress: 14.5/28 questions for e math ws, at least i'm halfway through.

Priorities for june holidays:

#1: Family (should spend more time playing with pamela and xavier too).

#2: Studies (gonna work hard and study at least once per day).

#3: Dongbang! (totally gonna catch up on videos, fanfics and all, eternally the ones).

#4: Building up stamina, heeee. (ahem)

ERYUE DEAR GET WELL SOON!

2010-05-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

Though this is late, but it's the thought that counts! Hahaha.

Falling too deep.

2010-05-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

Today, my mood was terrible.
Especially after school, can't really think of the right thing to do.
So i did what i always did: run.
Run, not as in run away from my dilemma, but as in go jogging and relieve my stress.
And that helps, really.
Anyway, just wanted to state here that what one sees might not be one one gets.
Ttfn. :D

Yunho: Let’s wait for good things to happen^^
Junsu: Let’s just wait a little longer..
Jaejoong: I will wait .. Let’s wait together
Yoochun: Miss this more than anyone.
Always here.

“Compared to loving a guy, it will be more blissful if the woman ended up with a guy who truly loves her.” -MASQUIA mag.

Movie Marathoning.

2010-05-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

Okay first update from after exams (i think)!

Exams were badly screwed up, i swear i'm gonna work hard during the second half of the semester, but ah well, that's beside the point.

Movie marathon yesterday to today!

Pigged the whole night, i kept going chompchomp and munchmunch.

Cant seem to stop eating.

Seemed more like some gluttony marathon huh.

Then, survived the first 3 movies, which were the game plan, up and ALONE!

Whoo, nothing better like a horror movie which i love and is sometimes scared of.

Oh well.

Then totally died during coach carter and avatar; personally i thot coach carter was interesting!

Just that, well, i couldn't seem to prick my eyes open. o-o

But avatar watched before liao, so it's kinda sian.

So yes, came back home and napped for 4 hours.

Still not enough, but will catch back on sleep later at night.

Ttfn!

Rewind it.

2010-05-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

Ohmygod, so long never post le, i kinda almost forget i actually owned a blog. @-@

In the middle of myes, left 6 papers, i know i will survive. -grimaces-

Nowadays very boring, nothing much to do except mug.

AND OH I RE-DOWNLOADED AUDI.

Awesome, can play with my husband hee. ^-^

And my skills are poofed.

Zzzzz.

Shall regain everything during june hols. :D

The worst nightmare of my life.

2010-04-24T04:19:00.000-07:00

Terrible nightmare yesterday, it has got to be the worst thing that could happen to me.

Today, bus-ed to amk with my husband! :D

Then, LIBRARY WAS DAMN FULL.

Like hello, it was only 10+, then the library seats are all poofed.

Aiyo. D:

Had to sit on floor, then peiling came, and studied on the floor, lol.

After awhile, cannot tahan, went to eat at ljs. ^-^

Then study awhile more, cant tahan.

Totally sian of a maths. x.x

Went amk hub, shopshopshop, more like window shop.

I want the overalls or what you call it (yes, the one tew wants too)!

And then i also want this top, peiling saw at blogshop but it's 20bucks plus.

Too ex. ):

Then went to take neoprint, it's super unglam ohmygodz.

Then i press wrong button. T-T

Uh-oh.

Then peiling pei me wait for 86, then she went off to make her purchase.

Wahh, peiling so smart at making money haha.

Leaves fall.

2010-04-21T05:01:00.000-07:00

My life is a screwed mess.

I dont study, and myes are reallllllly closeby.

I think i'm gonna die for myes.

And there's junsu too, i'm afraid that i wont have time to study.

Poor time management explains me.

I'm off focus, i dont listen in class, at home i mope around.

All cos of some stupid decision i made.

Fregging bad at decision making.

Oh, and cherie darling, happy birthday, i've always loved you. ♥

I know you wont see this, but i really love my paperheart.

Excellent day.

2010-04-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

CCA, very emotional, sec fours stepping down, will miss them bad. D:

Ran 11 rounds, zzzzzz.

Buffet, sick of serving everyone, but i was happy serving our seniors! :D

Then went home, supposed to meet simone at 3.30pm at kfc, in the end me and peiling went up to second floor of heartland mall and buy rubber band.

Then go tie hair, then met enreka and simone, went cold storage buy drinks, made way to church, pass by macs saw seniors, they also going church i guess. (:

Then suddenly, reach, bus-stop, contemplating whether to walk further, suddenly, heavy downpour.

Heng we never walk, then took pics to ride out the rain, decided to go farrer park the citysquare mall, haha.

Took 113, 1 second in the rain = messed up and screwed bangs.

Ohmygodd.

Took pics on the mrt again, reached citysquare mall, chiong go toilet and clean ourselves up haha.

Shopped, we 4 bought same shades!

It's awesome, damn chio, haha!

Then shop very long, go comics connection, simone and enreka buying present, then me and peiling started camwhoring, haha.

Ate light dinner, came home.

I love carrots, seriously, seriously, seriously!

We're a fun bunch of people. :D

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou?

2010-04-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

Homecoming today~!

Went school, prize presentation!

So zzzz-ed, is also not we screw up the whole things when we give wrong medals, it's just that the emcee's order doesn't tally with ours, then everyone give us that face that says:"It's all your fault you arranged it wrong and let our guest of honour wait awkwardly."

To hell with that, zzzz.

I love 306!

I think our stalls quite successful. (:

OMG SAW VERNICE HENG!

Suddenly miss her quite abit, hehe!

Anyways, me and dominique were attacking people with crushed ice, wanted to hit simone but she hengheng walk into the class, then never hit. x]

Oh, the prata thing was funny enough, LOL.

But i feel so odd, playing with prata like it's nothing when people around the world are starving.

The world is unfair much huh?

Ate dinner at macs, memories of my lost a maths book came flooding back, D:

AHHHHHH. T-T

Oh and my life sucks big time, ohnoes!

Have to chiong revision and hw tomo, siannnnn. ):

I'm tired of trying so hard.

Gonna just pretend you dont exist, easier for everyone this way.

Humiliated.

2010-04-08T05:29:00.001-07:00

Sorry for being on short hiatus, many things happening lately!

Tests, tests, more tests, and un-stretchable deadlines.

Teasings, gossiping, were included in the agenda for my previous days, and i cant wait for tomo!

Anticipating homecoming carnival too, wonder if i'll have great fun. (:

Psst: Thanks carrots for your "vespers"! I love it very the much, (L).

Because tomorrow will surely come.

2010-04-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

However i pray that i could stop time.

If only i could, i would love to see those five smiling faces back again, sharing a same stage.

But i believe in them, for they are eternal.

"The opposite of faith isn't when you give up, it's when you become indifferent,
when you think to yourself "I don't care what happens anymore".
I do care and i know we all do, so much that it hurts.
For everyone that cried, felt angry, betrayed, confused, lost, or the fact that it
affected you so much must mean that you are continuing to hold onto something.
Even if some of you decide that you can't support their solo activities
that doesn't mean you have lost faith in them.

Please everyone treasure that feeling of faith you have in the boys, in our boys.
If you give up faith then we really have nothing left.

Always keep the faith♥"

Delusional. What's the world coming to?

2010-04-03T04:18:00.004-07:00

I wont fucking give a damn if the world ended at 2012.

I wont even care if the world ended right now.

I just hope that the 2 most important group of people in my life would come back to me.

Without one, i have nothing else that keeps me going on, and perhaps i'll just get so sick of studying without them motivating me. I dont even know how or what to think anymore.

Without the other, i have no idea who to have fun with, who to giggle with, who to cry with, who to talk to, who to eat with.

With the two most important group of people in my life collapsing around me, to hell if the sky is falling down.

And what a good thing to happen today (not).

Because if it happened tomorrow, i have no idea what to think.

Maybe i love you, but it wasn't enough.

Maybe it was all my fault, to hell with me.

Just... remain.

Thank you guys.

2010-04-02T03:48:00.001-07:00

I love my fellow carrots! (:

Haha, had fun at amk today although it was short. x]

Reached amk hub at 10.30am sharp i guess, then went up to fourth floor with shane and yujun.

Saw enreka, she was the first to reach!

Bought tickets for How to Train A Dragon (2D) and waited for others to arrive.

And ohmytian, HUSBAND IS AWESOME!

She contributed to birthday fund, then she go buy couple ring for me also. x]

And it's real!

Cos there's really a boy and girl one (ofc husband took the boy one; the girl one already very loose for me. >\\\<).

HAHAHA! :D

And i realized i can only wear a ring on my index finger (cos the others all too bony. stupid fingers x.x).

Lol then i ended up wearing two rings, cos i left home with one! ^-^

Waited for cherie and cassandra, they both chiong in last minute!

Then, went into theatre, separate seats cos no more seats left. T-T

Sat with husband, ahgong, and yoghurt!

Then shi(t)fu, eggwhite, cheese, cucumber, and sausage sit another side. (:

It's a really nice movie!

And it's really funny, cos all the overly emotional people sit together (aka shifu and co.).

Then enreka cried, so did cass and cherie! ):

It's touching, but we-the-calm-people-side were very laxx. :D

Then plus cherie and cass keep "aww-ing" at the cute parts, hahaha!

We all love nightfury okay! (carrots mascot, anyone? :D)

WE WANT DRAGONS AS PETS. ):

I wanna be hiccup!

Anyway, searched for food, sumo house!

Got that complimentary oily thingie again, like flag day that time. :D

Enreka, simone and shane never eat. ):

Then very funny, jiaying laugh until cannot eat again.

Good job husband, she made us lol like mad, and i almost spat out my rice a few times. x]

Damn hilarious, we down there laughlaughlaugh. ^-^

It's called roadrunner, beepbeep!

And jiaying laugh like mad.

I tell you, one day you'll read the news and headlines: "Carrots die from laughing fit".

Lmao!

Then enreka, simone and husband went off for their own stuffs, left us 6.

Went to cotton on, almost went mad in there, WE ALL WANT ALOT OF THINGS!

And me and jiaying want alot of the same things (eg. at bus-stop: both exclaim over this cute pair of overalls!).

Then spent alot of time in there.

Then went home after that cos cherie and cass need go back sch, me and jiaying wanted to go home.

Left shane and yujun shopping on their own, haha!

AND CARROTS THANKS FOR CELEBRATING MY ~~EARLY~~ BIRTHDAY! (BER WASN'T THERE D:<)

Iloveyou guys soooo much!

Thanks for your "12 bibles and vesper" (cant wait to paste it all over my room!); and when i got home then i realised there was a nametag and photo as well!

And as i guessed, you guys bought jaejoong instead of changmin. x]

Hahaha! (pats smart me on back. x])

Oh, and jiaying very houlianpi. :D

Cos she was dying over this pair of flats (i was dying over it too, it has ribbon~!), she was like begging us to buy for her birthday!

Haha, lol at my ahgong's despo-bility. :D

Visually shocked.

2010-04-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

Mass convo later.

And i'm feeling weird now.

Too much to ask for.

2010-03-29T04:38:00.001-07:00

Ohno, i think i'm a greedy little pig.

Too many things i want, too many things i yearn for.

But oh well, i cant help it, i'm human.

Today, school was hungry!

I starved since like idk when, recess, went to look for carrots. (:

Discussed 2nd April, coy tee, and sidetracked muchhhh. ;x

Victoria's secret's fault!

Hahaha. x]

Then, thankyou shersher for your oreo!

It kept me alive to afterschool. (:

Saw cass after school, I REALISED HOW MUCH I MISS MY ADORABLE PO. x]

Hehehe.

Faith x 5 = Eternal

2010-03-28T02:32:00.001-07:00

A perfect thing to ruin my day.

2010-03-27T21:58:00.000-07:00

Great.

I have to chiong english att now.

Cant teachers freaking give us time to relax during the weekends? D:

I feel so restricted and tired.

Zzzzz.

Damn life.

Donut fetish (?)

2010-03-27T04:49:00.000-07:00

Mom & Dad = buys 20 over donuts home.

OMG.

If i ever see donut again i'll die, seriously.

And yes, i didn't realised i got blacker ater my mom went: "Why you suddenly so black?!"

And my sis went: "Yalor!"

OHMYGOD.

NOOOOO~!

My face D:

I try to hold on to the warmth.

2010-03-27T03:24:00.000-07:00

F- Fetish (from Ontama)
Yoochun who said he has a fetish for Junsu’s smell. His question was “What you would say to today’s Junsu when smelling him” he answered “Did you shower?”. Wha..what kind of relationship do they have!? Also Junsu’s question was “What you would say to Changmin, who you see sleep everyday” he answered “I’ll be there so wait for me!!” Jaejoong who asked “go where?” and Junsu answered “I was going to meet him in our dreams”….If that’s the case its okay.

Ohmygod that's so damn cute! (yoosu spotted)

Anyway, sports day today, melted under the sun, and i mean MELTED.

Went hougang mall, took same bus as tang with her choir friends (they were supposedly walking lol) then met her again at pastamania.

Coincidence~~~

Then, finished eating, me and simone didn't feel like studying (i'm so sorry shane, jiaying and cass; i promise you guys we really really really must go mug someday, and i'm serious: we shall juts mug and only mug) then shane, jiaying and cass went back. T-T

Then me and simone walk around, quite sian, just the two of us, we bought identical ultra cute spongebob files!

Ahhhh~!

(okay lack of discipline; i'm supposed to save up!)

Then went home.

Oh well, gonna mug the whole of tomo away.

I cant stand myself having a lack of freaking discipline. x.x

Lost\Refound

2010-03-26T04:14:00.001-07:00

PE was scary yesterday. ;D

It's damn awesome lah, i have confidence in my sit-and-reach already. :D

Dominique damn freaked out by it, AND I WAS FREAKED OUT TOO HAHA.

Amazingness~

Then, yesterday after school, went with husband, then berber and xiaoting came along too, to heartland mall.

Finally bought physics assessment, might be mugging with tew tomo! (that lady never reply me!)

Then today, school was siann.

I hate physics lah, I CANNOT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD.

Ohmygod. x.x

Then after school, went to amk with husband, ahgong and yujun!

Then ahgong need go home, so byebye ahgong. ):

Then, ate and all, atm came along, went 313 to shop. -ahem-

Walk damn long, find damn long, then we walked to ps.

Bought necklace along the way, ahhhh! :D

Nicenicenice!

Then, finally bought something, like after so freaking long!

Hehehe.

Saw this carrot food in daiso, it's damn cute lah! ^-^

Tomo sports day, i hope everything goes well. (:

Psst: I miss you clique! I feel like i havent talked to you guys in a very long while. ):

2010-03-24T03:32:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T WAIT. (for the surprise that's awaiting this solo debut)

Though time will stop, but i will always be there by your side.

2010-03-24T01:32:00.001-07:00

Why?

2010-03-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

Why dont i understand physics?

Why are some people better off than others?

Why is this world so freaking unfair?

Why do people go after a certain type of person and deem that person nice?

Why cant we just decide to be who we want to be?

Why do we need to listen to certain people just cos they think they are higher up than us?

Why do i have so much problems in my life?

Why cant my life be freaking smooth?

I think god gave me nothing.

No brains, no looks, no gift in any area whatsoever, not rich, argh.

I have always believed in what my mom told me; that if god didn't bless you with any of the above, there will be another way in which god would've blessed you.

But i dont see what god have blessed me with yet.

Enough of rantings, you could probably tell that i'm freaking depressed right now.

Class was okay, yujun absent again!

Then sat with simone, talked alot about church (we came to the conclusion that we feel weird sitting at home at around 3 plus when we were supposed to go to church).

It's like, our saturdays afternoons became boring.

I'm contemplating going back to church, seriously, but then i would have to be in cell alone, cos i dont think peiling will be going back, and the only ones who wants to go back are from simone's cell. x.x (ahemahemahem!)

So yeah.

Lesons went on, it felt weird to be sitting inside sec one classroom.

Recess, chiong to find carrots, when it came to drawing lots all our hearts almost died.

Like, cos we all dont want tio.

In the end, left yijiao, cass, cherie, huiwen, bernice, yujun.

But they re-drew, final people were huiwen, bernice, tew.

First time i see my fries so upset!

Ohmygod i heartbreak cos my darling fries was sad. ):

I never saw her liddat before!

-sends hugs to fries-

I LOVE YOU JIAYING. (i know you love me toos. :D)

Ohmygod we should have mugging session soon!

Then, chinese.

Awesome period, but my heart died too.

Physics.

-MODE OF DEPRESSION-

Zzzzz failed my freaking test.

Then before that, when they say only 19 people pass, hoho was like, aiya, sure fail, cos he never do some question of what shitz.

Then me and sher bet with him, say he confirm pass, loser treats bubble tea. x]

Duh, obviously i'm the more smart one, i knew he would pass (please, it's hoho).

AND ME AND SHER HAVE BUBBLE TEA YAY.

I was like telling her, we should bet on pizza instead. ^-^

Psst: Damn ace learning. I have no idea how to do freaking surds.

Even these little things remind me of you.

2010-03-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

School, was terrible.

I'm lucky i was strong enough not to break down today.

Stupid school shitttttttttt.

After school, ate chicken rice with jasmund, then went to hougang point with di, eugenia, grace, kaiearm and nicholas.

Wah the whole way they were pairing me up with all the letter Js, thanks kaiearm. @-@

And di thanks for telling me that ___ was at ___.

I didn't realise, but i dont care too! :B

I dont want my comp to white out (not black out) anymore.

Mom says it's a virus, dammit.

Cos my screen just goes white, and sometimes, it crazily hangs there.

It's like walking on this freaking tightrope with no strings attached, and i'm gonna fall.

I haven't the time to get my thumbdrives! ;cries

Ahhhh zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

And ot5 is super awesome, at least it took my mind off ___.

And it gave me motivation to cram for chem!

But i'm super dying for a fanfic now.

I have no time though!

Please stop time T-T (yes, toki wo tomete).

And i really am annoyed with people who cant accept things at face value.

It's called YING BIAN.

But anyways.

Enough off this, off to create time for my ot5 x.x

Plus apparently mine and cm's msn died; anyone else's too?

Psst: I WANT KEJ TOO.

Time to stop.

2010-03-22T03:31:00.000-07:00

A stupid bee.

Flew over my head, dived down to my desk, and just flipped over.

Me and shermaine.

Leapt up of our seats, freaking freaked, just ran away from our table.

Stupid bee.

2010-03-21T01:37:00.001-07:00

There are different kinds of angels; the ones who belong to heaven, the ones who belong to hell, and the ones who give up their wings to fall in love.

Bazuzu!

2010-03-20T18:34:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM CAMP!

I missed my comp yeah. :D

Okay, as always, i'm gonna spam blog about camp (so you can totally ignore this whole post if you're disinterested).

Day 1:

Went to church, husband was there already, yay!

Chionged to prime to buy 1.5 litre with yujun, other carrots followed too. :B

Falled in, took attendance, then went up to 303 but there were people inside, so went back down to chapel at first floor. x.x

Had bag check, WAS VERY LONG AND TIRING.

Take in take out take in take out take in take out.

You get the drift~

Then we had to chiong and pack everything in, damn tiring.

In the end managed to pack our totally upsidedownded bag and sleeping bag within 2 minutes, settled for icebreaker (AND CONVENIENTLY SKIPPING ATTIRE CHECK WOOT).

I have never.... I have never... I have never.. I have never.

Sian of that game.

I have.... I have... I have.. I have.

Sian of that too.

Lol.

Lunch was vegetable rice as usual, duh. (:

OHOH, IN SAME GROUP AS CASANDRA CARROT!

And carol, sendra (again, haha) and shimin. And jingwen (food ic!).

My group 3 is awesome. :D

Yes, i'm the leader, so were 7 other carrots.

Played this draw circle thing to determine our bonus food for outdoor cooking, WE GOT CAMPBELL SOUP!

Hehe.

Then, outdoor cooked, the food was okay, but carrots were still hungry. ):

Then after that, tent pitching, WE THE CARROTS SLACKED, YAY.

It was hard to pack, and husband's group broke something in the tent!

The tent costed $90. D:

Then, proceeded onto night games.

It was hard to find small stars with our group numbers ehh?

But group 3 is awesome, we finished first, and qiaoyi gave us a clue to get bonus sticker cos apparently, i was the only one who listened lol.

THEN WE HAD TO FIND MISSING GERMAINE AND XINYU.

First group = sleep in chapel.

Group 3 set off first, but we failed to find them.

Then played a series of random games, like the 1-7 numbering game, HUSBAND AND ME TOO MUCH CHEMISTRY. D:

Anyways.

Sent other members to play the opposite number and finger game.

Finally, group leaders battled out on the multiplication game.

Damn fun, and scary.

Then, when left husband, jam and me, me and husband were like, "lose lose!".

In the end me and husband really won and slept inside chapel, hehe!

No supper though. ):

Day 2:

Breakfast, YUMMY, then prepared for amazing race.

Before that, bazuzu!

Carrots and qiaoyi shared inside joke, we told the other seniors they were outside lol!

Then they so offended. x]

Geared up for amazing race, then reached east coast park.

Re-grouped anyways. D:

But there's yijiao carrot!

And xuyi (mentee), xinyi and xiujuan.

We played hard, but when we finally rented the 2-hour lasting bike (we were the first group to do so!), but it rained. -.-

We wasted like 1 hour seeking refuge in burgerking, finally could set off.

Then had to return bike fast, in the end we walked most of the way, our legs were breaking, AND IT'S HARD RIDING BIKE WITH A SEC ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO RIDE.

OHOHOH I SAW 306 THERE.

MY DARLING CLASSMATES.

First yongkiat cycled past, i was like, "isn't that yongkiat?"

Suddenly saw hoho and all cycling past, waved like mad to them, then they leave jovin walking behind.

Then behind behind got jasmund and kaiearm, both drenched, jasmund was awfully patient to help teach kaiearm to cycle lol.

And jovin learned too, i see them wobbling, peiyan was patient with him too lol.

But well, we finished amazing race, it was raining hard, all of us were wet.

Soaking, it's like we bathed, seriously.

Then jieling and ber's group still stuck in the rain somewhere, and cassandra's group too, but the carrots most worry bout cherie.

Then we down there worry bout her, cos at least atas has lingling and they both can handle it lah, cassandra would be fine, but we very worried for cherie!

When we reached church and the missing groups reached too, we found out cherie fell, very xintong right. ):

Then dinner, damn hungry by then, and warm too, we had showered.

Had group performance, my group messed up, i'm so sorry group 3. ):

Then denise (i think, cant really remb the name >\\\<) = "That's more i like it!" Lol.

Then night games, very exhausting, mirror grouped with lingling's group (by this time we were back to original group)!

Then lingling very poor thing, her group had alot people to carry.

3 piggyback 3, and i pity cass too.

She had to piggyback me!

And i'm heavy.

And carol got carried until she wanted to vomit, took to rest somewhere.

Finally finished, then no supper, and yesterday's 4 groups who slept in tent could sleep in chapel, which means i had to sleep in tent. x.x

But nevermind, lol.

Day 3:

Woke up, terrible backache, cos the floor was very hard. ):

Then breakfast, and after area cleaning which was approx 1h30m later, LUNCH.

Everyone so full, i xintong tew now!

Her group so poor thing, all cannot finish, the sec one left more than half on her plate lahh. x.x

Then qiaoyi and more other people helped them eat, i eat one spoon of tew's i full already, cos had to help my group too.

AND THE DUCKWALK WAS SCREWED OKAYY.

I MEAN SCREWED.

LEG MUSCLES DIED KAY, AND MY KNEE WAS WOBBLING HARD.

And devotion was lol and fun.

Tew only worth 5 cents in my heart! (joking).

And husband was first few who gave me coins, I LOVE YOU HUSBAND!

Then qiaoyi and ivy and carol and sendra and some others gave me as well, how sweet of you guys. (:

I totally spam protection fee to ENREKA haha!

Then waited for bus to come, changed from dragonboating to archery cos rainedd.

But in the end the archery there also so muddy lah.

But archery VERY FUN.

It's called husband got complimentary points, i shot my arrow into ber's ring, and i got 50 points! ;proudofself

Joking.

Then, ate snacks, DAMN YUMMY. Thanks jingwen. (:

Youthablaze, after that had canadian pizza for dinner!

Totally ordering for end-of-year carrots chalet in sentosa!

Lol we all very excited plus already gonna start booking soon!

Anyways, present exchange, sendra got my present and i got xuyi's!

Then shane's present is awesome lah, i love it soooooo much!

She received this robot necklace from isabel, DAMN NICE.

OHOHOH and victoria's secret! (inside joke).

OHMYFUCK NOT FAIR, WHY GOT HOT GUYS IN OTHER CELL.

I SWEAR ME AND JIELING WERE DROOLING OVER THE DESCRIPTION OF THE CUTE GUY KAYY. NO FAIR NO FAIR I DIDN'T SEE.

Break camp, taxi-ed home with yujun carrot (lingling last minute go home with mom), and we owe isabel $6 and i have no idea how much cab fare was lol.

CHIONG HW TODAYYYY.

AND I MISSED DONGBANG A WHOLE LOT, AT LEAST CASS HAD HYUK IN HER WALLET. ):

I can totally see why my sis is going crazy over it; the concept and song is awesome.

Dingding!

2010-03-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

Will be on short 3-day hiatus, gb camp from tomo to sat. ):

Anyways, went out with dingding today!

And her moumouren toos (sorry idk his name >\\\<).

I MISSED DINGDING. D:

So long neh see her already hehe!

Dongdong too!

I more long never see dongdong. T-T

Studied, actually nah, we homeworked, then kenna chased out of macs. >:(

Grrr.

Then we strolled along amk park, it's awesomely huge.

Shal go there with my stead someday, cos there all couple.

And it's a REALLY GOOD PLACE to study too! like studies in the park.

I felt like a lightbulb though. ;x

Hehehe.

Then dingding's leg got blister, STOOPID SHOE AND PLASTER. ):

Poor dingding. D:

Anyway, saw my cousin camille and vivian and my aunt at the library! (when dingding havent arrived)

Camille soooo cute, she only 4, then when she dashed out of the toilet she smile and wave at me!

Amazing cos i think i very little see her, she still remembers me! ^-^ ;proud

Hahaha.

Then came home, AND CAMP'S TOMO.

Paranoid mode highhighhigh.

And i'm gonna miss 2 class outings zzzz.

But it's abit impossible though.

Cos 306 and 204's outing all on friday, even if i no camp i still have to choose one. ):

I dont wanna miss first class outing with 306, neither do i want to miss 204's. D:

But luckily got this convenient excuse called camp. x]

But i still wanna go~~~

The TOP Charts.

2010-03-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

Always my #1.
#2!
Songs:#1: Lollipop 2 - 빅뱅#2: Lupin - Kara#3: Toki Wo Tomete - 東方神起

2010-03-16T00:17:00.000-07:00

What people don't realize is that when you hit the ground, sometimes the impact is harder than it looks.

The reason why.

2010-03-16T00:01:00.000-07:00

Please totally ignore the words in the center; there's something more amusing and so glaring x]Awesome eyesight you have if you managed to find out what makes it so. (:

Purple.

2010-03-15T22:13:00.000-07:00

Crashing.

That's what homework's doing to me.
Crashing me down.
God, i cant even remember exactly what homework i have, it's too much for my brain to take.
Yesterday, finally talked with mei on msn, i've missed her! :B
Glad that i could be of help my dear, let's enjoy gb camp and hurry pack~~~
Aish.
Gb camp.
I'm still having issues with my finger.
It can't be closed into a fist. T-T
How to do drills. -.-
And we have a whole block of time dedicated to that (looking forward to it, not).
But at least we'll be cycling. (:
But PEILING'S NOT GONNA GO.
COS OF 3N CAMP. D:
Whyohwhyohwhy.
And i dread the groupings lah!
And i havent polished my boots.
And i havent ironed my uniform.
And i havent packed for camp!
At least i enjoyed maths today (yeah right).
But i understood what ms yeo was saying, hehehehe. ^-^
And ofc, the usual ehhh-yo! Eh-eh-eh-yo.
Annoying but hilariously funny, even ms yeo laughed.

Awesome holiday i have huh.

Green.

2010-03-15T03:08:00.000-07:00

I'm.

Dying.

Life is, basically, unfair to me.

I CANT BELIEVE FANS ACTUALLY HAS THIS KIND OF ROOM.

Ohmygod i feel so inferior, i feel like smashing my head a thousand times on the wall and robbing a bank (because yes, apparently you need alot of money for that), and I WANT TO TURN BACK THE CLOCK.

Back a fregging 7 years, so i can be at the start with them, and i can own every awesome thing of theirs.

Ohmygod i'm dying.

This makes my point to study even harder (psychologist, here i come!).

But i'm just really scared that, i wont be able to collect all these stuff 10-15 years down the road.

I dont even know if they will still exist till then.

I wish i was born earlier.

I wish i was born rich.

I wish i was born with my own room.

I wish i could be born in south korea!

The end is near.

2010-03-12T21:45:00.000-08:00

GB WAS AWESOME TODAY.

Although my day wasn't.

Woke up very early, but not enough time to go school, had to chiong, -.-

Huiwen knows the reason why, AND I THANK YOU COUPLE FOR STANDING MY STUPID NONSENSE AND MOOD SWING. (:

You made me happier when i came school HAHA. :D

Then, i chiong out of my bus and into sch, saw germaine on the way, WE RAN IN TOGETHER.

We thought we late, heng we not. ^-^

Then, got devotion and badgework, after badgework we totally besurai-ed.

OHMYGOD SO NICE RIGHT.

AWESOME CCA.

Start at 9.30, end at around 12.

AWESOMENESS.

Hehe, then the other cell carrots had to go cell bonding. ):

I wanted to lunch with them, but they had to go. ):

PEILING DIDN'T COME TODAY.

Get well soon yo!

And i so xian mu bb, choir and ncc!

They get to have camp all in school, same day somemore!

PLUS my cca always have in church, dammit. -.-

SCHOOL NICER KAY, WHO GIVES A SHIT BOUT AIRCON AND HOT WATER BATH WHEN WE CAN SEE OUR FRIENDS IN SCHOOL CAMPS. D:

Aish.

Poor us.

Anyway, totally NOT looking forward to camp with a swollen and useless finger!

And i hope this time, i will finally be in the same group as one of the carrots.

I always very suay!

The only carrot in my group. ):

And i figured out during gb badgework today (err, through the help of ms wanhui), that i actually need to save up yonks and yonks of cash to study to get my dream job! Ohgoddd, but shane's a nice atm, she said she would always support me! HEHEHE. :D

Psst!: I SAW JERRON IN SCHOOL TODAY! It's so cool, he came back help bb camp. ;D

2010-03-12T04:22:00.001-08:00

Falling down, down, down, into a deep dark hole.

2010-03-12T03:33:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh, my bias for minsu is rising high today! (:

Anyway.
My couple is fab kayyy. :D
She so nice!
Finger injured, she help me scoop my food, what a lovely couple, HEHEHE. :D
Thanks to eryue for helping me take my things in and out. (:
Anyway.
Milopokpop again, jon became a girl! O:
Slacked at void deck and all, yeah.
CCA tomo, i currently have hard attacks thinking about it.
What if...
They ask us fall in and take attendance, HOW I CLENCH MY FREAKING FISTS.
Then they give us 3 minutes wear boots, I HOW?!
Aish. T-T
GB makes me have panic attacks.
Paranoia level = 101%.

And class was awesome today.
Half-heartedly looking forward to my ~~vacation~~ busy holiday.
So much for vacation!

And i hate you.
Like you think i treat you as a friend then you can kick me around?
Fuck off.

Happiness makes one look better.

2010-03-11T02:24:00.000-08:00

It's been one day since dominique left and i already miss her!

Haha.

PE sucked without her man; i have to do everything alone. T-T

Anyways.

Thanks to PE, i think my finger is now as swollen as ~~pig's knuckles~~ the size of two fingers combined.

Zzzzz.

And it hurts like shit.

And so, i was happily playing netball and running about trying to catch the ball like a monkey, then i raised my hands up, and bone-met-bone!

MY AWESOME FINGER CRASHED INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S BONE.

Owwwwww.

At first i thought it was the normal finger crack (the kind when you crack your fingers when they're tired and you get the cracking sound), and i also didn't care who crashed into me/i crashed into who, cos I GOT THE BALL.

LMAO.

Stupid.

And that was the first game.

I continued playing, thinking it was a stupid crack that just hurted like hell.

And end of PE = in pain.

Ouch.

Thanks liya and sher! (:

Survived the whole day attempting to write with my left hand ~~and failed terribly~~, and relied on people like shermaine to help me zip my bag/get my books out.

I fail. ):

And i had trouble changing, I ALMOST COULDN'T BUTTON MY OWN BUTTONS AND WAS DECIDING TO ASK SHERMAINE TO HELP ME (which would be terrible, hehe).

Heng i could do the buttons up ~~in a rather odd manner though~~.

Anyway, came home early today, had to rest my goddamn finger (and here i am typing away) and lug home my books from under my table with a not working hand. -.-

Can we bring yesterday back around,

2010-03-10T03:02:00.000-08:00

Ohmyf---.

Anyone wants homecoming tickets?

I REALISED I NO ONE TO SELL TO.

Anyway.

Today was siann.

A maths test 3, and my file got rejected AGAIN.

Whyohwhyohwhy.

And dom's going off!

BYEBYE AND BON VOYAGE.

Love my note kay. :D

And she's gonna miss the last lesson of PE on netball tomo. D:

AISH YOU NEVER PEI ME.

Yeah, today was slack, NO MORE TESTS!

So i'm hogging the comp for as long as i can. (:

And you can see that i have nothing to blog about, that's why i'm crapping away. o-o"

CCA STARTS ON 9.30AM ON SAT TILL NORMAL TIME!

How awesome, it's for the benefit for those going shine, but since i'm not, i still get to enjoy the privilege. ^-^

And this sounds odd, but i cant wait for camp!

INSA.

I'm so sorry but I love you.

2010-03-09T03:22:00.000-08:00

A maths test 2 = PASS.

E geog = FAIL.

Zzzzz.

No time to blog anymore, must study for a maths test 3, and goodness, i haven't sorted out my damn file.

And i must pass this a maths test 3! (!!!)

Cos after that, i can slack.

Seungri-o-meter: 90%!

Micky-o-meter: 95%!

♥

!

2010-03-07T05:29:00.001-08:00

Ohmygosh, just today i realised my mom actually loves me more than my dad (!!!).

Aww, hehe.

I NEVER KNEW THAT BEFORE TILL SHE TOLD ME!

-incredulous-

I LOVE YOU MOM.

Hopeless.

2010-03-05T01:24:00.000-08:00

I was sooooo looking forward to gb tomo, can finally discuss with carrots about gathering, but apparently it seems to be cancelled cos we cant match our schedules, except for monday (we have chinese oral though).

And then, sports heats have to come and ruin it all.

I thought i not running sia, in the end got my name there.

Then very siasuay leh, if i run last then...

Aish.

And paranoid bout gb.

Will ma'am ask too much or something?

Oh god.

Paranoid-ded.

And a maths test 2 sucked.

Again.

I studied the whole of chapter 2 when we were only supposed to study 2.1 and 2.2.

Fregging waste of time, i'm pissed with myself.

Ugh, ever heard of friday blues?

Crushed.

2010-03-03T05:15:00.001-08:00

Ohmygod.

I don't think i've ever read anything more beautiful, yet heart-wrecking.

I cant put it into words, but i'm confused! (envious too)

Min i love you. Free hugs for min \o/

OT5

2010-03-02T02:20:00.000-08:00

I have a freaking lack of discipline. ):

Was supposed to study, ended sleeping in, zzzz.

Anyway, freaking out, cos a maths test is this friday, AND I FAILED A MATHS TEST 1.

(okay, actually in our class only 9 people pass -.-)

It means it's hard kayyy, not just me who's dumb or what. o-o"

8/30. Clapclap, how smart can i get. ;sigh

At least i did okay for chem!

Zzzz stupid ryan and james keep comparing.

Shemm we must win them next test! (impossible, stupid ryan so smart)

Chem quiz, 8/15, it's bad but it's better than 8/30 right?!

Grrrr.

Then 38/50 for test, heng i above average, if not can prepare a noose already. x.x

I STILL LOST EITHER WAY.

Must work hard for a maths, bu shuang that they win me. >(

Anyway, today was supposed to study with sher after school, we realised no book, so postpone to thurs (last minute huh!).

Then, realised dominique left class, i chiong after her, that lady walk so damn fast!

Then bus-ed home with her, and i skipped lunch (amazingly) cos my lunch money went to chinese 5 year series.

Aish.

My dinner smells good, cant wait to eat it~

Instant mini 7!

2010-02-28T00:21:00.001-08:00

Laughter is contagious.

2010-02-27T19:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, went church, only had me, shane, yujun and peiling there.
i felt so sad suddenly!
Cos one by one the carrots finish their 16 weeks, then i feel so empty without you guys there! ):
But anyways, congrats to peiling and me, WE BOTH LEFT ONE WEEK LIKE FINALLY!
And cell was full of laughter from me, peiling and yujun [shane different cell ): SHE WAS ALONE!].
We were laughing at _________, and then after i stopped and peiling stopped, i looked at yujun and her face was red from ltrying not to laugh, and then seeing her like that, i burst out laughing, then peiling also cant tahan then we laugh like mad, i think three of us almost cried from the effort to hold our laughter in, it's amazing how laughter is contagious. x]
IT'S TOO FUNNY ALREADY LAH, WE COULDN'T FOCUS DURING CELL COS WHATEVER ___ DOES, WE SURE LAUGH. ^-^
Hehehe.

I look to my far left and all i can think about is love.

2010-02-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

Suddenly, i want to (----).
I want the best album.

Everything started with you, and i hope it ends with us.

2010-02-25T00:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's cca was FUNNNNNN. :D

Fall in, got attire check (peanutbutter i applaud you for passing x]).

And then shi(t)fu and ham tried to sabo bacon, BUT SHE GOT AWAY WITH IT.

Everyone lets bacon off, lol.

Then, before cca eggwhite asked us whether we wanted to play ball games, THE CARROTS/BREAKFAST SET WENT CRAZYAYE!

Ofc we want, ham and i were happeh. ^-^

Then we played, grouped, grouped and re-grouped ourselves, in the end only peanutbutter and jelly were with me (better than nothing right! but seriously, peanutbutter and eggyolk doesn't go well :S).

Then playplayplay, damn tiring, lol, qiaoyi so zai for whut! ):

Hehehe.

Then got break, we the carrots/breakfast set played ourselves, we were like uber high cans! :D

ILOVEUS SO MUCH LAH.

And then during devotion, we were damn hyper, cos we're planning to go for extreme makeover: the makeover of the carrots (lol).

ALL OF US MUST SAVE UP KAY! (T-T)

And then we taught sec ones and two drills, damn fun, lol.

Me with jamm taught 6 sec twos, actually their drills counted as quite okay le lah. (:

But cos drill comp then....

AND A MATHS TEST YESTERDAY WAS HORRID.

The whole of 306 actually emo-ed after the test. x.x

And chem test was okay, me and shem no time sia!

Our last question we anyhow chiong one answer down, oh god. ):

I WANT TO SCORE WELL!

Broken promises.

2010-02-23T04:03:00.000-08:00

Shitz, i'm in deep trouble.

I HAVEN'T STARTED REVISING FOR A MATHS, but i cant keep myself away from my comp. ):

At worse i'll wake myself up at 4.30am to revise, i know i will.

I cant afford to flunk this and pull my a maths grades down.

I will pia, i will i will (must keep repeating if not i'll be slackkk).

Today's e geog was okay, but i'm not confident.

Because, hello?

306 missed river management okay, and we studied during the lesson itself.

I hope i pass that. x.x

CCA tomo, i pray they'll let us off early!

If not my chem test on thursday I diediedie.

Must study, must study!

2010-02-22T03:01:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh changmin ah.
I love you!

Once bitten, twice shy.

2010-02-22T02:32:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS A NO TIME DAY (i'm using the comp cos i have to relax you see).
A day where i had to chiong all homeworks, and e geog too (i just gave up, dying together with dom).
Aish, irritated today, and now my mood's better.
I have to try and catch up on my studies soon (okay hopefully we can study physics soon eh!).
Lol cos we have all the same subject combi, hehehe. ^-^
Wish me luck for e geog test tomo, AND I HAVE TO MISS SRR FOR 2 DAYS COS THERE'S A MATHS TEST ON WEDNESDAY (cos our srr's on mon and tues).
That is so sadd.

Stabbed twice, what an asshole (faker).

2010-02-21T06:23:00.001-08:00

Went visitation to paternal relatives today, IT MUST BE A FRIEND DAY TODAY.
Lollollol, dominique saw me at redhill (though i didn't see her!), and saw zw, and meifu too.
Lolllll.
AND i'm stressed.
I think i just want to go mad or something.
I dont think i studied at all during the weekend.
Fag it, i'm not going to go out from this week onwards, i'm just gonna mug, mug and mug at home.
Heck care my parents if they're going out (sorry but i need to study kayy, dont rob my sunday).

ILOVEYOUCARROTS.

2010-02-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

Though i was in a mood today, thank you carrots for making me smile because i just couldn't not smile in front of you guys, hehe. ^-^

Today, cca started at 9 (30 minutes later than usual :D) and ended at 12 (!!).

We got alot discount today sia. x]

Reached school, met all other carrots at gate then went in school, AND THANKS CASS FOR THE YUNHO NECKLACE.:B

Then ran 8 rounds, whole coy, cos we were 8 minutes late to fall in.

Then, devotion awhile, and then did drills all the way.

It's quite shiok actually, cos there was no sun and there was only wind (yay!).

Then yes, we ended super duper early, and went home.

Prepared for church, peiling was late as usual. x] (not that it's a bad thing, i can miss 10 minutes of singspiration hehe).

Then lalala, ended at 6.30pm sharp, surprisingly.

Then waited for other carrots from the other cell, makan-ed.

2 MORE SESSIONS!

AND I CANT WAIT FOR 15 MARCH.

Me and cherie and simone wanna buy that peiling and enreka wallet.

Then simone jiaying and idk who else wanna buy flats too.

AND WE'RE GONNA GO BIKING BEFORE THE ACTUAL ONE ON GB ORIENTATION-CUM-ADVENTURE CAMP.

I love us. x]

A Best Friend.

2010-02-19T21:45:00.000-08:00

Personal definition of a best friend:
when you're in pain/bad times, he/she will always be there to comfort you, and when we're both in pain/bad times, we'll comfort one another, because it's good knowing someone else is there.

Even shame has a name.

2010-02-19T01:42:00.000-08:00

I feel bad.
Downright bad.
I've been trying to work out an agreement with my parents (well, more like my mom) on seeing the juntwins.
Mom said yes at first, but dad was totally against it.
And then after convincing my mom more, she said okay, if i could find a sponsor.
And then, after even more convincing, she decided to let me go without telling my dad.
And she said my dad might be getting a part time job on weekends cos apparently, i spend too much money, and i think i'm spending alot, really.
And my parents suffer.
I dont think i'm thick-skinned enough to really go see the juntwins without telling my dad.
I think i'll just see how it goes.
If i go to my fourth aunt's house, i will get $50, like always.
I shall see when i'm goign back to msia then.
Till then, i shan't even dream, and even think, of seeing the juntwins.
I'm sorry dad, i'll study hard.

ILOVEYOUMAX. ♥

2010-02-18T04:37:00.000-08:00

Yes, what a hot being.
It is love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMIN! ♥

Ohmygosh, you're all grown up now, from this cute and innocent boy to this hot young man.

Just too awesome for words.

Yes, you are my favourite and forever will be, i am so proud of you, because although you seem to bully your hyungs alot, i know that deep down, you just love them so much, and because of this, it is what makes you changmin.

I cant seem to get enough out of your powerful vocals, and your mismatched eyes just melt me.

If only i can see you laugh with your mismatched eyes right in front of me!

And the way you clap your hands as you laugh, the silent changmin laugh, it is too adorable.

And your changmeat!

This foodie, i know you absolutely adore meat (your shabushabu), and i'm so happy that i love pizza because i know you love it sooooo much!

You will support your hyungs no matter what, even if you dont show your love openly, you show it through supporting them in tough times, and when they have to perform when they're sick and cant reach their notes, i'm sure that they'll be confident of having you back them up, because you always will be there for them.

And i hope you will celebrate today with the 4 of them!

Jae umma, please cook for your baby min, i'm sure your child and husband misses you bad. ):

Last but not least,

I LOVE YOU CHANGMIN ♥ (love you on and on)

Dedication, girls!

2010-02-17T03:37:00.000-08:00

Okay, today's school and lessons were redundant, everyone didn't listen (by everyone i mean me >\\\<) and were just looking forward to 10.45.

Pointless school.

And lit test sucked.

I DIDN'T EVEN READ THE TEXT, HELLO. (it's called failllll)

AND EVEN THOUGH I READ ABIT, i still cant remb anything, ohgoodnessme. ):

Ans maths test 2 = 27-2/40.

Thanks ms yeo for minus-ing my 2 marks, just cos i didn't write "x=" for 3 questions. x.x

Went to eat with clique after school, then went mabu's house, tashi's a good boy now! :B

But ~~still~~ smells of dogs, duh, he cant possibly start to smell of cat rightghtghtghtght. o-o"

Second valentine's dedication to clique, cos they bu man the short dedication. x]

CASS~~ANDRA~~ (PO, EX-TOILET PARTNER):

HEY YOU! (:D) I know you always very nice lah, lend me tissue, lend me money, and my toilet partner somemore! (!!!) Hehe. Appreciate you for being such a quiet person (because the others are ruining my ears, HAHAHA!), and always being kind and extremely patient and understanding (re: Duck and Donut), oh god, you must have seen when i was squealing over them both, i cant believe i ever fell for Donut! What a J-E-R-K, but i'm glad it's all over now, and although you dont show it, i know you're glad i'm over both of them cos i no need to keep bothering you by saying, "Eh you got see him? SO HOT RIGHT!" Hehehe. And you always will pei me whenever i am alone, and in return, i pei you too, hehehe. x] We never continued with the walking to the random bus-stop then i take 88 and you go opposite take 147 regime! Hahah. x.x AND YES PO, I'M PROCLAIMING MY LOVE FOR YOU HERE COS YOU PROCLAIMED YOUR LOVE TO ME IN YOUR LOVELY CARD! (Yes, the card itself implied it's lovely, remb "Oh, What a lovely card! -frogpicture-") Hahahaha. :B I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AND MAY WE NEVER DRIFT DEAR! ♥

CHIA~~CHIA~~MIN (XIAOPO, THE 'CHANGMIN'):

YOU AH. Yes, next time i will always post longlonglong dedication to you alrdy, cos i know you love me so much and want to know that you are loved by me too rightz (bhb). x] Hahah, i know you also very nice, even though we always fan lian and quarrel and can just ignore each other for days, but i know deep down you angry cos you love me so much right (bhb-ing again)! And i really need to thank you for being such an excellent friend, and always there for me, especially when making the crucial change from Duck to Donut, you and cass helped me alot on that, and i personally appreciate your advice you know! (it was good how you managed to reason Duck and Donut, and made me make a good choice then, but now ~~donut = NO~~.) Should've taken yours and cass' advice and given up at the start too, i realised how much deeper you thought about it, thanks for always helping me make mature decisions (cos my thinking too immature, seriously). And yes, you know how much i love you too, although we really have frictions sometimes, but we both also realised how close we are, and how much we must appreciate or friendship right! x] AND ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU! ♥

ERYUE (FEB, IMMATURE PARTNER):

ERYUEEEEEEEE. You are always so sensitive and so understanding, you will know how to symathize with me, and i know you will get angry with any jerk who make me upset right (bhb-ing)! I know you will be the one who will always understand and ti liang the poor person suffering, and for that, i am most thankful, because i always suffer, and if i know that there is someone (eg. you!) listening or just being by my side, i feel much better, because i need the support. x] Even though you weren't always with me through the Donut period, i'm sure you would've chided me out of thinking and living in my dumb world/fantasy, but i know you are glad to see me getting over him, because such a person isn't worth it right? (: And i'm glad to see us both moving on from previous heartbreaks, because i guess it just isn't worth it to waste our brain cells and thinking capacity over them, zzzz. x] And we should both study hard, and let's try to move on as one clique to jc, perhaps. :B I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU, AND I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO. ^-^ ♥

MABELLYN (MABU, BF, DB-SPAZZER):

Sometimes i just wish you would ~~get yourself a real boyfriend, instead of~~ be~~ing~~ in an affair with me. x] Heheh, read between the lines! :D AND WE'VE GONE THROUGH MANY HEARTBREAKS TOGETHER, do you realize we have a crush on people around the same time (ahemcoughcough jyj [initials of ahemcoughcough]), how come ah?! And we promised ourselves not to fall for sg guys before, remb? Cos they aren't worth it. I KNOW WE'RE BOTH WAITING FOR THE DAY WHEN WE OFFICLALY BECOME THE SPOUSE OF ANYONE OF THEM DONGBANG BOYS (though it wont happen), AND I KNOW I WILL GIVE LOTS OF PIZZA TO MINNNNN. :B Yes, it's all daydream, but whatever. x] AND you're the one i tell everything to, if you decide to go berserk someday and break up with me (though i know you wont, i'm sucha excellent bf!) and decide to spill out all my secrets, YOU'RE DEAD BOYFRIEND. And well, i just want to say that, although at first in sec one (in term one) we weren't close at all (i didn't even know mabellyn tang existed! [jk] all i remb of you was "popo" from hcl class, lmao), but i'm glad we became good friends after that (partly kudos to eryue, cos i got to know you better through her, and partly thanks to us staying back so oftenly right). And i'm happy i have you as a friend, i hope that our bf-lesbian relationship and our friendship will last eternally, and that dongbang will bond us even more. I LOVE YOU! ♥

The TOP Charts.

2010-02-17T03:20:00.000-08:00

#1
#2

Songs:
#1: With All My Heart
#2: Wasurenaide
#3: Oh!

I want to smile by your side.

2010-02-16T03:43:00.000-08:00

What a heavenly song, it is jjang.

And tomorrow's the day.

"It allowed me to see a beautiful world that I didn't know about and awakened the person that I am now."

2010-02-15T02:07:00.000-08:00

Always with you.

Falling deeper.

2010-02-12T21:39:00.001-08:00

I think i'm finally aware of my feelings.

Happy early valentine's to all my girlfriends!

2010-02-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Baby!
Shall do a little dedication here, haha.

Dominique: HAPPY VALENTINE'S, and you just have to know how much iloveyou after friday right. (: and dont worry, i'll always be here for you if you need me! Look forward to the rest of my last 2 years in secondary school being in the same class as you, and though we've known each other for only 2 months, i really feel we've known each other for a long time (cos we're just too similar).

Clique: Thanks you bunch of people for being my friends. Though we're in different class (and maybe we'll split clique cos of that?), but we're still friends yeah. HAPPY VALENTINE'S and hope you guys continue to rock on.

Carrots: HAPPY VALENTINE'S CARROTS! After so much we've been through, we kinda know each other in and out, cos of all our unglam moments together, and cos we've suffered together as one in tough times, and celebrated in good times, know each other's secrets and all, we shall continue to rock on as the most bonded batch of carrots, and i look forward to adventure orientation camp (not)! But i do look forward for end of year chalet again (or maybe just pitching tents in sentosa. x]), and i hope we will do the best in everything we do, okay darlings? :D

Thanks enreka for your minicake, thanks cm for your card, thanks po for your card too, thanks sher (i accepted your love! x]), thanks shane for the ang pow (ahem) and sweets, thanks peiyan for your lollipop, thanks simone for the card, thanks jiaying for the food, and thanks eryue for the lollipop! I LOVE YOU GUYS TTM.

Maybe feelings wont be returned.

2010-02-12T20:07:00.000-08:00

Friday, celebrations were B-O-R-I-N-G.
Went school, started to be cupid and going around giving out my love to all my beloved. ♥
Those who received it, it means you guys mean alot in my life! (dingding you included, though i never give you. :B)
And so, spring it up.
Went to block 916 (?), then my group which consisted of me aquila brandon isaac and nicholas went to the 4th and 5th floor to collect stuffs.
Then got this dog named coco, sooooo cute!
Barking like mad, but licked isaac's hand, so friendly the dog! x]
And aquila and nicholas totally siam the dog, :S
NICHOLAS YOU MUST GET USED TO DOGS. (cos, er, her house got alot dogs. x])
Then yeah, brought everything to the collection point, then went to minimart to buy drinks, it was crammed like madddddddd.
Then, me and dominique couldn't make up our mind, re-queued for the choosing of drinks, we both managed to settle on mango yoghurt, haha.
Then realised that they sold tomyam seaweed, the hungry us bought it too. x]
Then went back school, ate a bit, went to hall, and watched the drama thing.
Then in the end, got emergency evacuation thing.
And i realised why ms chia was so insistent on us bringing umbrellas, it was cos we were gonna be suffering under the 12 noon sun in the freaking field.
Godd.
Then we both sun-tanned and refused the umbrellas, haha.
Then went back hall, and then we talked and talked and talked while the videos were being shown.
I realised that we have so much in common!
And we just talked and talked and talked, we're kinda in the same boat yeah. ;x
Then bus-ed home together, i'm so happy i found my bus partner! x]
Then yeah, went home, changed, got prepared for malaysia.
The car came @ 3, went off, causeway was pretty much jammed.
Shucks, in the car for so long, my poor legs were crammed.
Then, reached my aunt's house @ 5, wowie. -.-
We took so lonng to reach my aunt's house in jb, think about how long i needed to get to my granny's house in port dickson. o-o"
Then, set off @ 7 while we waited for my fifth uncle and sixth uncle (aka youngest uncle).
Dinner-ed @ Sutera Mall, the western food is yumma.
Then, set off @8++, finally my youngest uncle is ready. (he's only17-18!)
Then, my fifth uncle drove, my dad sat in the front seat, my mom, my sis, my youngest uncle and me squeezed in the back seat.
I think my poor uncle's long legs almost broke kayy.
Mine broke too, and my waist totally suan-ned.
Reached my granny's house finally at around 1am, was goddamn tired.
At first, my sister and i thot gupee died (that's one of the dogs).
And i was like, wtf, too young to die. ;heartbreaks
But heng, i saw him after that, he is still as cute and adorable!
Still wags his tail that hard, i love him!
And also, roti's still there (the rottweiler)!
Ohmy, he's like freaking big now, when i played with him he totally stood up and he reached up to my shoulders!
Then ofc, tiger was dead (TT-TT).
My youngest uncle was pretty much heartbrokened too (cos tiger loved him and he loved tiger too).
But ah well, i hope he's somewhere better now. ):
Then walked around the new house, IT'S DAMN HUGE.
And nice.
And clean.
But i love the old house more (because it's in the countryside, and there's endless space, it was built right next to the old house, how cool is that. :D).
Then yeah, slept in my cousin's room.
Woke up today morn, fed the dogs water with my hands, cos i couldn't find the water bowl and all, then they were so dang thristy in the morning heat, poor babys. ):
Anw, slacked awhile, then my aunt brought me to the internet cafe. (which is where i'm in now!)
Haha.
Okay, blog again tomo if i have time, looking forward to the fireworks later!
(shall take many pictures and post them on fb if i have time. :S)

♥

2010-02-11T04:25:00.000-08:00

"It was voted that TVXQ's biggest charms that sucked in fans was 'Teamwork' (36.9%) and 'Vocal talent' (34.1%). 'Good looks' only made up 1.3% of all the answers."

Another reason why their fans are awesome.

You might be one person to the world, but to one person, you are the world.

2010-02-11T04:12:00.000-08:00

Okay, i'm so sorry for not updating for so long! ;apologetic
I've been busy. x]
Hehe.
OHOH, I ACTUALLY DIDN'T FAIL MATH TEST FOR ONCE! (those who know how terrible my maths is should understand my joy)
I GOT 31/40, SO SMART RIGHT (joking).
Hahaha.
And i lovelovelove class tee!
It's HOT PINK. :D
Hahaha.
And frisbee was fun, although i had bad tummyaches at first. ):
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMO.
Malaysia, here i come! (so long never go, i miss the dogs there so bad. :C)

Psst: I'M LEFT WITH 12 MORE TO GO. My hands are dying.

Messed up.

2010-02-07T02:43:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, went to eat reunion dinner and celebrate granny's birthday, it was quite ohkay. (:

Today went amk to eat lunch, bought new school shoes (finally) and then chionged hw.

Grrrrr, I HAVE ALOT HOMEWORK DK HOW DO (like the stupid lit ws).

So i'm just deciding to chiong it tomo.

And also, my a maths.

i forgot bring a maths textbook home on thurs, fri absent from school, hw = how to do. o-o

Oh god, paranoia kicks in cos school's tomo.

>\\\<

It always happens~.

Believe it or not.

2010-02-05T23:01:00.001-08:00

OHMYGOD ME AND YUNYI ARE DYING.
D-Y-I-N-G~!
I'M SO GONNA SAVE UP NOW!
(not gonna post about it, cos i scared too many people know LOL)
MONEYMONEYMONEYMONEY COME TO MEEEEEEEE.
(cos i got scammed, right)
AND I'M REALLY GOING NUTS, THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF THE BEST NEWS I'VE HEARD~!
IT'S IN MY AND YUNYI'S BIRTHDAY MONTH TOOOOOOOOOOOO~!

ANGRY.

2010-02-05T22:55:00.000-08:00

GRRRR.
ME AND PEILING ARE DAMN ANGRY.
Just came back from gb, tired and angry.
Then after cca we went hougang mall subway, supposed to be ma'am treat, in the end we all got scammed.
FREAKING ANGRY.
GRRRRRRRRRRRR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNNIE!

2010-02-05T07:59:00.000-08:00

I fell in love with you at first sight, yes.
Because you were just breathtakingly awesome.
You're such a hot, such a precious, such a caring guy, with a really BIG HEART.
And you're the pillar of strength for the rest of them, but please remember not to bottle everything up!
Because it isn't good for you. D:
I hope that you'll continue to work hard (don't overwork yourself though) and just know that all your cassiopeians are proud of you kay? :B
Your fans will always support you!

Thanks!

2010-02-04T04:35:00.001-08:00

Thanks ah tangshanmoon!
For pei-ing me go doctor. ^-^
And anyway, school sucked today.
For the whole day i was going "sniff sniff", and i used up many packets of tissue. (thanks kaiearm)
Frisbee = not bad, at least my nose stopped running!
BUT me, sher and liya damn pissed with *&%#!
GRRRR ZZZZZ AHHHHH!
But anyway love jecaca, shercaca and licaca! x]
Yeah, chinese test sucked too.
I totally blank out at all the chengyu stuff, >\\\<
AND PHYSICS.
Oh god.
My nose was terribly uncooperative ohkay.
I totally drowsy-ed.
Then for the whole of physics all i wanted to do was SLEEP, and just sleep, goddammit.
So my physics = fail.
Seriously.
I was just thinking of sleep zzzzz.
Then i totally forgot gradient, and poof, went my somewhere near 10 marks for my graph.
I need to pia for physics big time!

AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO CNY.
Oh god, i finally get to visit my grandma's house (new house and old one! just side by side, pictures will come when i've came back. x])
I HAVEN'T BEEN IN MALAYSIA FOR ONE YEAR, it's like my second home, i've grown to love it sooooo much!
I hope nothing much changed, it's a getaway from the hectic life in singapore. D:

Sick of being sick.

2010-02-04T04:10:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK! (ohgod, not like it's smth to rejoice bout huh?)
Don't feel sorry bout this, even though it really sucks to be sick, ;x
Reasons why i'm sick now:
#1: Apparently, always after sleepovers/camps, i will get sick. (you've probably noticed the trend now, if not, you're slow! Hahaha! But always after sleepover/camp i confirm sick.)
#2: Somebody passed it to me. (eg. hungsiang, thanks. o-o [and dominique it's not you! :D])
#3: I too weak lah. (maybe this should be the number one reason)

But anyways, list of reasons why i probably wont be missing school tomo. (that is, if my body allows, if i too tired than i just skip, anw i have my mc for tomo already! x])
#1: I HAVE TO DO THE DAMNED ENGLISH PRESENTATION, if not my poor group members have to read my slides.
#2: I HAVE TO STAY BACK TO DO GB HERITAGE BADGE! If not poor jiaying and peiling has to do it, just the two of them, and it would just suck.

Ahhhh i'm so stressed now!
If i dont school i die, i go school also die.
OHGOD.

-

2010-02-02T03:25:00.001-08:00

I miss my dingding. ):
I wanna study with her. ):

Because everything needs to be shared.

2010-02-02T03:08:00.001-08:00

But what if you dont want to?