forgotten season

Even shame has a name.

Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 1:42 AM

I feel bad.
Downright bad.
I've been trying to work out an agreement with my parents (well, more like my mom) on seeing the juntwins.
Mom said yes at first, but dad was totally against it.
And then after convincing my mom more, she said okay, if i could find a sponsor.
And then, after even more convincing, she decided to let me go without telling my dad.
And she said my dad might be getting a part time job on weekends cos apparently, i spend too much money, and i think i'm spending alot, really.
And my parents suffer.
I dont think i'm thick-skinned enough to really go see the juntwins without telling my dad.
I think i'll just see how it goes.
If i go to my fourth aunt's house, i will get $50, like always.
I shall see when i'm goign back to msia then.
Till then, i shan't even dream, and even think, of seeing the juntwins.
I'm sorry dad, i'll study hard.

Labels: Rottened mood, Unfairness, Unsure

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