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Why?
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 12:41 AM

Why dont i understand physics?
Why are some people better off than others?
Why is this world so freaking unfair?
Why do people go after a certain type of person and deem that person nice?
Why cant we just decide to be who we want to be?
Why do we need to listen to certain people just cos they think they are higher up than us?
Why do i have so much problems in my life?
Why cant my life be freaking smooth?

I think god gave me nothing.
No brains, no looks, no gift in any area whatsoever, not rich, argh.
I have always believed in what my mom told me; that if god didn't bless you with any of the above, there will be another way in which god would've blessed you.
But i dont see what god have blessed me with yet.

Enough of rantings, you could probably tell that i'm freaking depressed right now.

Class was okay, yujun absent again!
Then sat with simone, talked alot about church (we came to the conclusion that we feel weird sitting at home at around 3 plus when we were supposed to go to church).
It's like, our saturdays afternoons became boring.
I'm contemplating going back to church, seriously, but then i would have to be in cell alone, cos i dont think peiling will be going back, and the only ones who wants to go back are from simone's cell. x.x (ahemahemahem!)
So yeah.
Lesons went on, it felt weird to be sitting inside sec one classroom.
Recess, chiong to find carrots, when it came to drawing lots all our hearts almost died.
Like, cos we all dont want tio.
In the end, left yijiao, cass, cherie, huiwen, bernice, yujun.
But they re-drew, final people were huiwen, bernice, tew.
First time i see my fries so upset!
Ohmygod i heartbreak cos my darling fries was sad. ):
I never saw her liddat before!
-sends hugs to fries-
I LOVE YOU JIAYING. (i know you love me toos. :D)
Ohmygod we should have mugging session soon!

Then, chinese.
Awesome period, but my heart died too.
Physics.
-MODE OF DEPRESSION-
Zzzzz failed my freaking test.
Then before that, when they say only 19 people pass, hoho was like, aiya, sure fail, cos he never do some question of what shitz.
Then me and sher bet with him, say he confirm pass, loser treats bubble tea. x]
Duh, obviously i'm the more smart one, i knew he would pass (please, it's hoho).
AND ME AND SHER HAVE BUBBLE TEA YAY.
I was like telling her, we should bet on pizza instead. ^-^

Psst: Damn ace learning. I have no idea how to do freaking surds.

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