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The art of open-mindedness.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 @
5:54 AM Today was an awesome day. ^^ After school, ate with mabu, and then ended up eating with other 306ians, haha. After that, wanted to go home, walk nana back to school, in the end nana ask if i want to stay back to hw, and i said yes. :D So i happily finished my math hw in school with nana, i should do that more often with her! I love nana. (: Nana, dont think too much sometimes, okayy? Don't read too much into stuffs! And then after that, went home, decided to go jogging (yes i'm gonna start actively jogging again). Maybe 2 days once or 3 days once, depends on whether got time not, and whether i diligent enough anot x-x The art of occupying.
Saturday, July 10, 2010 @
7:07 AM In short (cos im too tired to type everything out), SHANE THE HEAD. SHIMIN THE AWESOME SALUTE (it was the cutest thing on earth). UNDER A TREE WITH HUS, THIS NUT HAPPILY PLONKED ON MY HEAD. (!) NICE DINNER (after so long without food). MY LAOPUI CORPORAL RANK. MY WATER RETENTIONED EYES. ): THE BB BOYS (the two in white -coughs-)! (Y) CAMWHORING IN THETOILET. (L) All in all, it was a good day. Tomorrow's busy! Damn, i wish i could back out. ): Labels: ♥, Carrots ♥, CCA~, They are just awesome The art of uniqueness.
Sunday, July 4, 2010 @
6:20 AM Yesterday was kaleidoscope. :D Met kaiearm, yk and kimmeng at hougang point, then got a ride to 55 bus stop. Almost got late but managed to get there on time, and impatient mabellyn tang keep calling me to hurry me haha. I know you love me and is dying to see me, but no need so kua zhang la my dear. ^^ Hahaha, then socialized around and looked for friends, SAW PEILING AND WE TOOK A PICTURE. We should have totally took more pictures okk. ): A rare occassion we dress up nicenice, haha. Then, found our seats and sit down. BYTHEWAY, it's amazing how good our band and choir are. They are like, at some professional standard to my ears kayyyy. :D Enjoyed the whole performance, especially the finale, everyone did well! After everything ended, gave mabu her flower for which she was SO PLEASED AND HAPPY (and i must add she felt honoured cos she received it from me, afterall). x] Banana looked awesome yesterday, haha! (milkshake~) Then, went home, alighted from 55 to take 62. When i was on board, the bus was freaking E-M-P-T-Y. Freaking double deck somemore. Then i was sitting on the lower deck in this sideway seat, then got this angmoh riiiiiiight at the end sitting alone. Then cos i was constantly looking over my shoulder, then somehow the angmoh started smiling at me. UGH I WAS FREAKING FREAKED OUT LIKE SHIT, COS IT'S NEAR MIDNIGHT AND THIS CREEPY GUY WHOM IDK IS STARING AND SMILING AT ME. Eeks, i totally couldn't wait to HOP OFF THAT BUS. And when i did, i was relieved. Just nice alvin and james also alight, so i felt abit relieved especially since the guy didn't attempt to follow me off or anything LOL. Or maybe that guy was actually my acquaintance but i just didn't recognize him (yeah sure, 0.0001% chance there). Okay maybe i'm just being overly paranoid, and that's exactly the reason why i'm scared to go home after 7 or after the sky gets dark around 6 plus. So i usually end up going home before 6 and being a good girl hehe. But ah well, i guess my mom is also being rather paranoid. She thinks some psycho's gonna come rape me or kidnap me or rob me and all, but if i were that lucky, i would've seen dbsk up close more than once alr. >_> But i'm as paranoid as her too lol! x-x Okay stopping my rantings here, it's gonna turn into a boring bedtime story that's like a grandma's story. Psst: For the record i slept at 2.40am plus ytd, i made history! Labels: ♥, WEIRD human behaviour Pigs.
Monday, June 28, 2010 @
2:36 AM Dom is my official pigging partner. Haha. Food-lovers! Anyway, in school today, celebrated cassandra's late birthday! ><" Hope you liked it cass~! ♥ She was totally taken by surprise, and so was i, cos dk is cm or mabu say we doing rehearsal for kaiearm, in the end when they started singing i just got a feeling it was for cass, so cass was happily (and confusedly!) singing along, till we got to the third verse, we just shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CASSANDRA~" and she got this totally shocked look on her face. x] PRICELESS! :D Haha, then got her to make wish and all that, then kaiearm came (finally after so much hunting!) and then sang him birthday song and got him to make wish and all. Too bad cass and kaiearm never cut cake together! Haha. And cass, awesome cutting! Hahaha joking my dear po. (: Remembered that last year, celebration for po's birthday was most epic. :D Moment she woke up and all that, we wished her happy birthday. It sounds usual, but guess where we were? ADVENTURE CAMP. Cool huh? x] I love you cassandra! Labels: ♥, Clique~♥, HAPPYBIRTHDAY, I LOVE YOU Group E-L-E-V-E-N!
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @
7:03 AM Sergeants' weekend is over, and though it was really boring and dreaded, I MADE NEW FRIENDS. :D And awesome ones they are, hahaha. Just a short one and a half day sw, and we can actually chat and have fun together! ^^ Will really miss amanda, chandrika and fang ning, and also hyper michelle (whom i first made friends with, haha~)! And the others from group 11. (: Went bishan library with cherie and cass, before that ate at kovan with shane. :D And friends are awesome, especially carrots, they help you get disgusting squished food off your skirt. :B And also, friends are the best because they give up their time to help you search for lit books (thankyouu so much cherie my dear)! And they are awesome because they study with you together in mos burger. ^^ And also because they encouraged me to buy the AWESOME $5 FLATS~ And gave me courage to ask my mom about it. :D And also pei-ed me go buy! So awesome right! I FINALLY HAVE SHOES TO WEAR TO KALEIDOSCOPE~ Psst: Cherie dear, CONGRATULATIONS. I hope you dont get too stressed, and carrots will always support you! The art of accepting
Monday, June 7, 2010 @
7:28 AM "This arena was only a little smaller than Tokyo Dome, But for just the three of them it might have been too big." -Fanaccount. Because tomorrow will surely come.
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @
3:19 AM ![]() However i pray that i could stop time. If only i could, i would love to see those five smiling faces back again, sharing a same stage. But i believe in them, for they are eternal. "The opposite of faith isn't when you give up, it's when you become indifferent, when you think to yourself "I don't care what happens anymore". I do care and i know we all do, so much that it hurts. For everyone that cried, felt angry, betrayed, confused, lost, or the fact that it affected you so much must mean that you are continuing to hold onto something. Even if some of you decide that you can't support their solo activities that doesn't mean you have lost faith in them. Please everyone treasure that feeling of faith you have in the boys, in our boys. If you give up faith then we really have nothing left. Always keep the faith♥" Labels: ♥, ALWAYS KEEPING FAITH, BELIEVE, DBSK, ETERNAL, They are just awesome, With all my heart Delusional. What's the world coming to?
Saturday, April 3, 2010 @
4:18 AM I wont fucking give a damn if the world ended at 2012. I wont even care if the world ended right now. I just hope that the 2 most important group of people in my life would come back to me. Without one, i have nothing else that keeps me going on, and perhaps i'll just get so sick of studying without them motivating me. I dont even know how or what to think anymore. Without the other, i have no idea who to have fun with, who to giggle with, who to cry with, who to talk to, who to eat with. With the two most important group of people in my life collapsing around me, to hell if the sky is falling down. And what a good thing to happen today (not). Because if it happened tomorrow, i have no idea what to think. Maybe i love you, but it wasn't enough. Maybe it was all my fault, to hell with me. Just... remain. Labels: ♥, Clique~♥, DBSK, They are just awesome Lost\Refound
Friday, March 26, 2010 @
4:14 AM PE was scary yesterday. ;D It's damn awesome lah, i have confidence in my sit-and-reach already. :D Dominique damn freaked out by it, AND I WAS FREAKED OUT TOO HAHA. Amazingness~ Then, yesterday after school, went with husband, then berber and xiaoting came along too, to heartland mall. Finally bought physics assessment, might be mugging with tew tomo! (that lady never reply me!) Then today, school was siann. I hate physics lah, I CANNOT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD. Ohmygod. x.x Then after school, went to amk with husband, ahgong and yujun! Then ahgong need go home, so byebye ahgong. ): Then, ate and all, atm came along, went 313 to shop. -ahem- Walk damn long, find damn long, then we walked to ps. Bought necklace along the way, ahhhh! :D Nicenicenice! Then, finally bought something, like after so freaking long! Hehehe. Saw this carrot food in daiso, it's damn cute lah! ^-^ Tomo sports day, i hope everything goes well. (: Psst: I miss you clique! I feel like i havent talked to you guys in a very long while. ): Labels: ♥, Carrots ♥, Clique~♥, DBSK, School, Studystudyandstudy Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @
3:32 AM I CAN'T WAIT. (for the surprise that's awaiting this solo debut) Why?
Why dont i understand physics? Why are some people better off than others? Why is this world so freaking unfair? Why do people go after a certain type of person and deem that person nice? Why cant we just decide to be who we want to be? Why do we need to listen to certain people just cos they think they are higher up than us? Why do i have so much problems in my life? Why cant my life be freaking smooth? I think god gave me nothing. No brains, no looks, no gift in any area whatsoever, not rich, argh. I have always believed in what my mom told me; that if god didn't bless you with any of the above, there will be another way in which god would've blessed you. But i dont see what god have blessed me with yet. Enough of rantings, you could probably tell that i'm freaking depressed right now. Class was okay, yujun absent again! Then sat with simone, talked alot about church (we came to the conclusion that we feel weird sitting at home at around 3 plus when we were supposed to go to church). It's like, our saturdays afternoons became boring. I'm contemplating going back to church, seriously, but then i would have to be in cell alone, cos i dont think peiling will be going back, and the only ones who wants to go back are from simone's cell. x.x (ahemahemahem!) So yeah. Lesons went on, it felt weird to be sitting inside sec one classroom. Recess, chiong to find carrots, when it came to drawing lots all our hearts almost died. Like, cos we all dont want tio. In the end, left yijiao, cass, cherie, huiwen, bernice, yujun. But they re-drew, final people were huiwen, bernice, tew. First time i see my fries so upset! Ohmygod i heartbreak cos my darling fries was sad. ): I never saw her liddat before! -sends hugs to fries- I LOVE YOU JIAYING. (i know you love me toos. :D) Ohmygod we should have mugging session soon! Then, chinese. Awesome period, but my heart died too. Physics. -MODE OF DEPRESSION- Zzzzz failed my freaking test. Then before that, when they say only 19 people pass, hoho was like, aiya, sure fail, cos he never do some question of what shitz. Then me and sher bet with him, say he confirm pass, loser treats bubble tea. x] Duh, obviously i'm the more smart one, i knew he would pass (please, it's hoho). AND ME AND SHER HAVE BUBBLE TEA YAY. I was like telling her, we should bet on pizza instead. ^-^ Psst: Damn ace learning. I have no idea how to do freaking surds. Labels: ♥, 306, Carrots ♥, DBSK, Rottened mood, School, Smile again, Unfairness Even these little things remind me of you.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @
4:08 AM School, was terrible. I'm lucky i was strong enough not to break down today. Stupid school shitttttttttt. After school, ate chicken rice with jasmund, then went to hougang point with di, eugenia, grace, kaiearm and nicholas. Wah the whole way they were pairing me up with all the letter Js, thanks kaiearm. @-@ And di thanks for telling me that ___ was at ___. I didn't realise, but i dont care too! :B I dont want my comp to white out (not black out) anymore. Mom says it's a virus, dammit. Cos my screen just goes white, and sometimes, it crazily hangs there. It's like walking on this freaking tightrope with no strings attached, and i'm gonna fall. I haven't the time to get my thumbdrives! ;cries Ahhhh zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. And ot5 is super awesome, at least it took my mind off ___. And it gave me motivation to cram for chem! But i'm super dying for a fanfic now. I have no time though! Please stop time T-T (yes, toki wo tomete). And i really am annoyed with people who cant accept things at face value. It's called YING BIAN. But anyways. Enough off this, off to create time for my ot5 x.x Plus apparently mine and cm's msn died; anyone else's too? Psst: I WANT KEJ TOO. Labels: ♥, DBSK, Rottened mood, School Sunday, March 21, 2010 @
1:37 AM There are different kinds of angels; the ones who belong to heaven, the ones who belong to hell, and the ones who give up their wings to fall in love. Labels: ♥, Heartbreaker, Heartstopping, JAEJOONG ♥, They are just awesome, With all my heart, YUNHO ♥, Yunjae Bazuzu!
Saturday, March 20, 2010 @
6:34 PM BACK FROM CAMP! I missed my comp yeah. :D Okay, as always, i'm gonna spam blog about camp (so you can totally ignore this whole post if you're disinterested). Day 1: Went to church, husband was there already, yay! Chionged to prime to buy 1.5 litre with yujun, other carrots followed too. :B Falled in, took attendance, then went up to 303 but there were people inside, so went back down to chapel at first floor. x.x Had bag check, WAS VERY LONG AND TIRING. Take in take out take in take out take in take out. You get the drift~ Then we had to chiong and pack everything in, damn tiring. In the end managed to pack our totally upsidedownded bag and sleeping bag within 2 minutes, settled for icebreaker (AND CONVENIENTLY SKIPPING ATTIRE CHECK WOOT). I have never.... I have never... I have never.. I have never. Sian of that game. I have.... I have... I have.. I have. Sian of that too. Lol. Lunch was vegetable rice as usual, duh. (: OHOH, IN SAME GROUP AS CASANDRA CARROT! And carol, sendra (again, haha) and shimin. And jingwen (food ic!). My group 3 is awesome. :D Yes, i'm the leader, so were 7 other carrots. Played this draw circle thing to determine our bonus food for outdoor cooking, WE GOT CAMPBELL SOUP! Hehe. Then, outdoor cooked, the food was okay, but carrots were still hungry. ): Then after that, tent pitching, WE THE CARROTS SLACKED, YAY. It was hard to pack, and husband's group broke something in the tent! The tent costed $90. D: Then, proceeded onto night games. It was hard to find small stars with our group numbers ehh? But group 3 is awesome, we finished first, and qiaoyi gave us a clue to get bonus sticker cos apparently, i was the only one who listened lol. THEN WE HAD TO FIND MISSING GERMAINE AND XINYU. First group = sleep in chapel. Group 3 set off first, but we failed to find them. Then played a series of random games, like the 1-7 numbering game, HUSBAND AND ME TOO MUCH CHEMISTRY. D: Anyways. Sent other members to play the opposite number and finger game. Finally, group leaders battled out on the multiplication game. Damn fun, and scary. Then, when left husband, jam and me, me and husband were like, "lose lose!". In the end me and husband really won and slept inside chapel, hehe! No supper though. ): Day 2: Breakfast, YUMMY, then prepared for amazing race. Before that, bazuzu! Carrots and qiaoyi shared inside joke, we told the other seniors they were outside lol! Then they so offended. x] Geared up for amazing race, then reached east coast park. Re-grouped anyways. D: But there's yijiao carrot! And xuyi (mentee), xinyi and xiujuan. We played hard, but when we finally rented the 2-hour lasting bike (we were the first group to do so!), but it rained. -.- We wasted like 1 hour seeking refuge in burgerking, finally could set off. Then had to return bike fast, in the end we walked most of the way, our legs were breaking, AND IT'S HARD RIDING BIKE WITH A SEC ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO RIDE. OHOHOH I SAW 306 THERE. MY DARLING CLASSMATES. First yongkiat cycled past, i was like, "isn't that yongkiat?" Suddenly saw hoho and all cycling past, waved like mad to them, then they leave jovin walking behind. Then behind behind got jasmund and kaiearm, both drenched, jasmund was awfully patient to help teach kaiearm to cycle lol. And jovin learned too, i see them wobbling, peiyan was patient with him too lol. But well, we finished amazing race, it was raining hard, all of us were wet. Soaking, it's like we bathed, seriously. Then jieling and ber's group still stuck in the rain somewhere, and cassandra's group too, but the carrots most worry bout cherie. Then we down there worry bout her, cos at least atas has lingling and they both can handle it lah, cassandra would be fine, but we very worried for cherie! When we reached church and the missing groups reached too, we found out cherie fell, very xintong right. ): Then dinner, damn hungry by then, and warm too, we had showered. Had group performance, my group messed up, i'm so sorry group 3. ): Then denise (i think, cant really remb the name >\\\<) = "That's more i like it!" Lol. Then night games, very exhausting, mirror grouped with lingling's group (by this time we were back to original group)! Then lingling very poor thing, her group had alot people to carry. 3 piggyback 3, and i pity cass too. She had to piggyback me! And i'm heavy. And carol got carried until she wanted to vomit, took to rest somewhere. Finally finished, then no supper, and yesterday's 4 groups who slept in tent could sleep in chapel, which means i had to sleep in tent. x.x But nevermind, lol. Day 3: Woke up, terrible backache, cos the floor was very hard. ): Then breakfast, and after area cleaning which was approx 1h30m later, LUNCH. Everyone so full, i xintong tew now! Her group so poor thing, all cannot finish, the sec one left more than half on her plate lahh. x.x Then qiaoyi and more other people helped them eat, i eat one spoon of tew's i full already, cos had to help my group too. AND THE DUCKWALK WAS SCREWED OKAYY. I MEAN SCREWED. LEG MUSCLES DIED KAY, AND MY KNEE WAS WOBBLING HARD. And devotion was lol and fun. Tew only worth 5 cents in my heart! (joking). And husband was first few who gave me coins, I LOVE YOU HUSBAND! Then qiaoyi and ivy and carol and sendra and some others gave me as well, how sweet of you guys. (: I totally spam protection fee to ENREKA haha! Then waited for bus to come, changed from dragonboating to archery cos rainedd. But in the end the archery there also so muddy lah. But archery VERY FUN. It's called husband got complimentary points, i shot my arrow into ber's ring, and i got 50 points! ;proudofself Joking. Then, ate snacks, DAMN YUMMY. Thanks jingwen. (: Youthablaze, after that had canadian pizza for dinner! Totally ordering for end-of-year carrots chalet in sentosa! Lol we all very excited plus already gonna start booking soon! Anyways, present exchange, sendra got my present and i got xuyi's! Then shane's present is awesome lah, i love it soooooo much! She received this robot necklace from isabel, DAMN NICE. OHOHOH and victoria's secret! (inside joke). OHMYFUCK NOT FAIR, WHY GOT HOT GUYS IN OTHER CELL. I SWEAR ME AND JIELING WERE DROOLING OVER THE DESCRIPTION OF THE CUTE GUY KAYY. NO FAIR NO FAIR I DIDN'T SEE. Break camp, taxi-ed home with yujun carrot (lingling last minute go home with mom), and we owe isabel $6 and i have no idea how much cab fare was lol. CHIONG HW TODAYYYY. AND I MISSED DONGBANG A WHOLE LOT, AT LEAST CASS HAD HYUK IN HER WALLET. ): Labels: ♥, 306, Carrots ♥, CCA~, DBSK, They are just awesome The TOP Charts.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @
7:46 PM ![]() ![]() The reason why.
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Monday, March 15, 2010 @
10:13 PM Crashing. That's what homework's doing to me. Crashing me down. God, i cant even remember exactly what homework i have, it's too much for my brain to take. Yesterday, finally talked with mei on msn, i've missed her! :B Glad that i could be of help my dear, let's enjoy gb camp and hurry pack~~~ Aish. Gb camp. I'm still having issues with my finger. It can't be closed into a fist. T-T How to do drills. -.- And we have a whole block of time dedicated to that (looking forward to it, not). But at least we'll be cycling. (: But PEILING'S NOT GONNA GO. COS OF 3N CAMP. D: Whyohwhyohwhy. And i dread the groupings lah! And i havent polished my boots. And i havent ironed my uniform. And i havent packed for camp! At least i enjoyed maths today (yeah right). But i understood what ms yeo was saying, hehehehe. ^-^ And ofc, the usual ehhh-yo! Eh-eh-eh-yo. Annoying but hilariously funny, even ms yeo laughed. Awesome holiday i have huh. Labels: ♥, 306, CCA~, DBSK, School, Studystudyandstudy, WEIRD human behaviour Falling down, down, down, into a deep dark hole.
Friday, March 12, 2010 @
3:33 AM Oh gosh, my bias for minsu is rising high today! (: Anyway. My couple is fab kayyy. :D She so nice! Finger injured, she help me scoop my food, what a lovely couple, HEHEHE. :D Thanks to eryue for helping me take my things in and out. (: Anyway. Milopokpop again, jon became a girl! O: Slacked at void deck and all, yeah. CCA tomo, i currently have hard attacks thinking about it. What if... They ask us fall in and take attendance, HOW I CLENCH MY FREAKING FISTS. Then they give us 3 minutes wear boots, I HOW?! Aish. T-T GB makes me have panic attacks. Paranoia level = 101%. And class was awesome today. Half-heartedly looking forward to my So much for vacation! And i hate you. Like you think i treat you as a friend then you can kick me around? Fuck off. Labels: ♥, 306, Carrots ♥, CCA~, Clique~♥, DBSK, Heartstopping, I LOVE YOU, School Happiness makes one look better.
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @
2:24 AM It's been one day since dominique left and i already miss her! Haha. PE sucked without her man; i have to do everything alone. T-T Anyways. Thanks to PE, i think my finger is now as swollen as Zzzzz. And it hurts like shit. And so, i was happily playing netball and running about trying to catch the ball like a monkey, then i raised my hands up, and bone-met-bone! MY AWESOME FINGER CRASHED INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S BONE. Owwwwww. At first i thought it was the normal finger crack (the kind when you crack your fingers when they're tired and you get the cracking sound), and i also didn't care who crashed into me/i crashed into who, cos I GOT THE BALL. LMAO. Stupid. And that was the first game. I continued playing, thinking it was a stupid crack that just hurted like hell. And end of PE = in pain. Ouch. Thanks liya and sher! (: Survived the whole day attempting to write with my left hand I fail. ): And i had trouble changing, I ALMOST COULDN'T BUTTON MY OWN BUTTONS AND WAS DECIDING TO ASK SHERMAINE TO HELP ME (which would be terrible, hehe). Heng i could do the buttons up Anyway, came home early today, had to rest my goddamn finger (and here i am typing away) and lug home my books from under my table with a not working hand. -.- Labels: ♥, Incredulous, School, Smile again, Sussed out, Unsure, WEIRD human behaviour Can we bring yesterday back around,
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @
3:02 AM Ohmyf---. Anyone wants homecoming tickets? I REALISED I NO ONE TO SELL TO. Anyway. Today was siann. A maths test 3, and my file got rejected AGAIN. Whyohwhyohwhy. And dom's going off! BYEBYE AND BON VOYAGE. Love my note kay. :D And she's gonna miss the last lesson of PE on netball tomo. D: AISH YOU NEVER PEI ME. Yeah, today was slack, NO MORE TESTS! So i'm hogging the comp for as long as i can. (: And you can see that i have nothing to blog about, that's why i'm crapping away. o-o" CCA STARTS ON 9.30AM ON SAT TILL NORMAL TIME! How awesome, it's for the benefit for those going shine, but since i'm not, i still get to enjoy the privilege. ^-^ And this sounds odd, but i cant wait for camp! INSA. Labels: ♥, Carrots ♥, CCA~, DBSK, School, With all my heart Hey people! My name is Elaine.I am a fabulous 15 years. DBSK is top love. ![]() | |