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The art of uniqueness.
Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 6:20 AM

Yesterday was kaleidoscope. :D
Met kaiearm, yk and kimmeng at hougang point, then got a ride to 55 bus stop.

Almost got late but managed to get there on time, and impatient mabellyn tang keep calling me to hurry me haha.
I know you love me and is dying to see me, but no need so kua zhang la my dear. ^^

Hahaha, then socialized around and looked for friends, SAW PEILING AND WE TOOK A PICTURE.
We should have totally took more pictures okk. ):
A rare occassion we dress up nicenice, haha.
Then, found our seats and sit down.

BYTHEWAY, it's amazing how good our band and choir are.
They are like, at some professional standard to my ears kayyyy. :D
Enjoyed the whole performance, especially the finale, everyone did well!
After everything ended, gave mabu her flower for which she was SO PLEASED AND HAPPY (and i must add she felt honoured cos she received it from me, afterall). x]
Banana looked awesome yesterday, haha! (milkshake~)

Then, went home, alighted from 55 to take 62.
When i was on board, the bus was freaking E-M-P-T-Y.
Freaking double deck somemore.
Then i was sitting on the lower deck in this sideway seat, then got this angmoh riiiiiiight at the end sitting alone.
Then cos i was constantly looking over my shoulder, then somehow the angmoh started smiling at me.
UGH I WAS FREAKING FREAKED OUT LIKE SHIT, COS IT'S NEAR MIDNIGHT AND THIS CREEPY GUY WHOM IDK IS STARING AND SMILING AT ME.
Eeks, i totally couldn't wait to HOP OFF THAT BUS.
And when i did, i was relieved.
Just nice alvin and james also alight, so i felt abit relieved especially since the guy didn't attempt to follow me off or anything LOL.
Or maybe that guy was actually my acquaintance but i just didn't recognize him (yeah sure, 0.0001% chance there).

Okay maybe i'm just being overly paranoid, and that's exactly the reason why i'm scared to go home after 7 or after the sky gets dark around 6 plus.
So i usually end up going home before 6 and being a good girl hehe.
But ah well, i guess my mom is also being rather paranoid.
She thinks some psycho's gonna come rape me or kidnap me or rob me and all, but if i were that lucky, i would've seen dbsk up close more than once alr. >_>
But i'm as paranoid as her too lol! x-x
Okay stopping my rantings here, it's gonna turn into a boring bedtime story that's like a grandma's story.

Psst: For the record i slept at 2.40am plus ytd, i made history!

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Purple.
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 10:13 PM

Crashing.

That's what homework's doing to me.
Crashing me down.
God, i cant even remember exactly what homework i have, it's too much for my brain to take.
Yesterday, finally talked with mei on msn, i've missed her! :B
Glad that i could be of help my dear, let's enjoy gb camp and hurry pack~~~
Aish.
Gb camp.
I'm still having issues with my finger.
It can't be closed into a fist. T-T
How to do drills. -.-
And we have a whole block of time dedicated to that (looking forward to it, not).
But at least we'll be cycling. (:
But PEILING'S NOT GONNA GO.
COS OF 3N CAMP. D:
Whyohwhyohwhy.
And i dread the groupings lah!
And i havent polished my boots.
And i havent ironed my uniform.
And i havent packed for camp!
At least i enjoyed maths today (yeah right).
But i understood what ms yeo was saying, hehehehe. ^-^
And ofc, the usual ehhh-yo! Eh-eh-eh-yo.
Annoying but hilariously funny, even ms yeo laughed.

Awesome holiday i have huh.

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Happiness makes one look better.
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 2:24 AM

It's been one day since dominique left and i already miss her!
Haha.
PE sucked without her man; i have to do everything alone. T-T
Anyways.
Thanks to PE, i think my finger is now as swollen as pig's knuckles the size of two fingers combined.
Zzzzz.
And it hurts like shit.
And so, i was happily playing netball and running about trying to catch the ball like a monkey, then i raised my hands up, and bone-met-bone!
MY AWESOME FINGER CRASHED INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S BONE.
Owwwwww.
At first i thought it was the normal finger crack (the kind when you crack your fingers when they're tired and you get the cracking sound), and i also didn't care who crashed into me/i crashed into who, cos I GOT THE BALL.
LMAO.
Stupid.
And that was the first game.
I continued playing, thinking it was a stupid crack that just hurted like hell.
And end of PE = in pain.
Ouch.
Thanks liya and sher! (:
Survived the whole day attempting to write with my left hand and failed terribly, and relied on people like shermaine to help me zip my bag/get my books out.
I fail. ):
And i had trouble changing, I ALMOST COULDN'T BUTTON MY OWN BUTTONS AND WAS DECIDING TO ASK SHERMAINE TO HELP ME (which would be terrible, hehe).
Heng i could do the buttons up in a rather odd manner though.
Anyway, came home early today, had to rest my goddamn finger (and here i am typing away) and lug home my books from under my table with a not working hand. -.-

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OT5
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 2:20 AM

I have a freaking lack of discipline. ):
Was supposed to study, ended sleeping in, zzzz.
Anyway, freaking out, cos a maths test is this friday, AND I FAILED A MATHS TEST 1.
(okay, actually in our class only 9 people pass -.-)
It means it's hard kayyy, not just me who's dumb or what. o-o"
8/30. Clapclap, how smart can i get. ;sigh
At least i did okay for chem!
Zzzz stupid ryan and james keep comparing.
Shemm we must win them next test! (impossible, stupid ryan so smart)
Chem quiz, 8/15, it's bad but it's better than 8/30 right?!
Grrrr.
Then 38/50 for test, heng i above average, if not can prepare a noose already. x.x
I STILL LOST EITHER WAY.
Must work hard for a maths, bu shuang that they win me. >(
Anyway, today was supposed to study with sher after school, we realised no book, so postpone to thurs (last minute huh!).
Then, realised dominique left class, i chiong after her, that lady walk so damn fast!
Then bus-ed home with her, and i skipped lunch (amazingly) cos my lunch money went to chinese 5 year series.
Aish.
My dinner smells good, cant wait to eat it~

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Once bitten, twice shy.
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 2:32 AM

TODAY IS A NO TIME DAY (i'm using the comp cos i have to relax you see).
A day where i had to chiong all homeworks, and e geog too (i just gave up, dying together with dom).
Aish, irritated today, and now my mood's better.
I have to try and catch up on my studies soon (okay hopefully we can study physics soon eh!).
Lol cos we have all the same subject combi, hehehe. ^-^
Wish me luck for e geog test tomo, AND I HAVE TO MISS SRR FOR 2 DAYS COS THERE'S A MATHS TEST ON WEDNESDAY (cos our srr's on mon and tues).
That is so sadd.

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Stabbed twice, what an asshole (faker).
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 6:23 AM

Went visitation to paternal relatives today, IT MUST BE A FRIEND DAY TODAY.
Lollollol, dominique saw me at redhill (though i didn't see her!), and saw zw, and meifu too.
Lolllll.
AND i'm stressed.
I think i just want to go mad or something.
I dont think i studied at all during the weekend.
Fag it, i'm not going to go out from this week onwards, i'm just gonna mug, mug and mug at home.
Heck care my parents if they're going out (sorry but i need to study kayy, dont rob my sunday).

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ILOVEYOUCARROTS.
Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 7:33 AM

Though i was in a mood today, thank you carrots for making me smile because i just couldn't not smile in front of you guys, hehe. ^-^
Today, cca started at 9 (30 minutes later than usual :D) and ended at 12 (!!).
We got alot discount today sia. x]
Reached school, met all other carrots at gate then went in school, AND THANKS CASS FOR THE YUNHO NECKLACE.:B
Then ran 8 rounds, whole coy, cos we were 8 minutes late to fall in.
Then, devotion awhile, and then did drills all the way.
It's quite shiok actually, cos there was no sun and there was only wind (yay!).
Then yes, we ended super duper early, and went home.
Prepared for church, peiling was late as usual. x] (not that it's a bad thing, i can miss 10 minutes of singspiration hehe).
Then lalala, ended at 6.30pm sharp, surprisingly.
Then waited for other carrots from the other cell, makan-ed.
2 MORE SESSIONS!
AND I CANT WAIT FOR 15 MARCH.
Me and cherie and simone wanna buy that peiling and enreka wallet.
Then simone jiaying and idk who else wanna buy flats too.
AND WE'RE GONNA GO BIKING BEFORE THE ACTUAL ONE ON GB ORIENTATION-CUM-ADVENTURE CAMP.
I love us. x]

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Happy early valentine's to all my girlfriends!
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 8:52 PM

Happy Valentine's Baby!
Shall do a little dedication here, haha.

Dominique: HAPPY VALENTINE'S, and you just have to know how much iloveyou after friday right. (: and dont worry, i'll always be here for you if you need me! Look forward to the rest of my last 2 years in secondary school being in the same class as you, and though we've known each other for only 2 months, i really feel we've known each other for a long time (cos we're just too similar).

Clique: Thanks you bunch of people for being my friends. Though we're in different class (and maybe we'll split clique cos of that?), but we're still friends yeah. HAPPY VALENTINE'S and hope you guys continue to rock on.

Carrots: HAPPY VALENTINE'S CARROTS! After so much we've been through, we kinda know each other in and out, cos of all our unglam moments together, and cos we've suffered together as one in tough times, and celebrated in good times, know each other's secrets and all, we shall continue to rock on as the most bonded batch of carrots, and i look forward to adventure orientation camp (not)! But i do look forward for end of year chalet again (or maybe just pitching tents in sentosa. x]), and i hope we will do the best in everything we do, okay darlings? :D

Thanks enreka for your minicake, thanks cm for your card, thanks po for your card too, thanks sher (i accepted your love! x]), thanks shane for the ang pow (ahem) and sweets, thanks peiyan for your lollipop, thanks simone for the card, thanks jiaying for the food, and thanks eryue for the lollipop! I LOVE YOU GUYS TTM.

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You might be one person to the world, but to one person, you are the world.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 4:12 AM

Okay, i'm so sorry for not updating for so long! ;apologetic
I've been busy. x]
Hehe.
OHOH, I ACTUALLY DIDN'T FAIL MATH TEST FOR ONCE! (those who know how terrible my maths is should understand my joy)
I GOT 31/40, SO SMART RIGHT (joking).
Hahaha.
And i lovelovelove class tee!
It's HOT PINK. :D
Hahaha.
And frisbee was fun, although i had bad tummyaches at first. ):
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMO.
Malaysia, here i come! (so long never go, i miss the dogs there so bad. :C)

Psst: I'M LEFT WITH 12 MORE TO GO. My hands are dying.

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Messed up.
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 2:43 AM

Yesterday, went to eat reunion dinner and celebrate granny's birthday, it was quite ohkay. (:
Today went amk to eat lunch, bought new school shoes (finally) and then chionged hw.
Grrrrr, I HAVE ALOT HOMEWORK DK HOW DO (like the stupid lit ws).
So i'm just deciding to chiong it tomo.
And also, my a maths.
i forgot bring a maths textbook home on thurs, fri absent from school, hw = how to do. o-o
Oh god, paranoia kicks in cos school's tomo.
>\\\<
It always happens~.

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Thanks!
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 4:35 AM

Thanks ah tangshanmoon!
For pei-ing me go doctor. ^-^
And anyway, school sucked today.
For the whole day i was going "sniff sniff", and i used up many packets of tissue. (thanks kaiearm)
Frisbee = not bad, at least my nose stopped running!
BUT me, sher and liya damn pissed with *&%#!
GRRRR ZZZZZ AHHHHH!
But anyway love jecaca, shercaca and licaca! x]
Yeah, chinese test sucked too.
I totally blank out at all the chengyu stuff, >\\\<
AND PHYSICS.
Oh god.
My nose was terribly uncooperative ohkay.
I totally drowsy-ed.
Then for the whole of physics all i wanted to do was SLEEP, and just sleep, goddammit.
So my physics = fail.
Seriously.
I was just thinking of sleep zzzzz.
Then i totally forgot gradient, and poof, went my somewhere near 10 marks for my graph.
I need to pia for physics big time!

AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO CNY.
Oh god, i finally get to visit my grandma's house (new house and old one! just side by side, pictures will come when i've came back. x])
I HAVEN'T BEEN IN MALAYSIA FOR ONE YEAR, it's like my second home, i've grown to love it sooooo much!
I hope nothing much changed, it's a getaway from the hectic life in singapore. D:

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Sick of being sick.

I'M SICK! (ohgod, not like it's smth to rejoice bout huh?)
Don't feel sorry bout this, even though it really sucks to be sick, ;x
Reasons why i'm sick now:
#1: Apparently, always after sleepovers/camps, i will get sick. (you've probably noticed the trend now, if not, you're slow! Hahaha! But always after sleepover/camp i confirm sick.)
#2: Somebody passed it to me. (eg. hungsiang, thanks. o-o [and dominique it's not you! :D])
#3: I too weak lah. (maybe this should be the number one reason)

But anyways, list of reasons why i probably wont be missing school tomo. (that is, if my body allows, if i too tired than i just skip, anw i have my mc for tomo already! x])
#1: I HAVE TO DO THE DAMNED ENGLISH PRESENTATION, if not my poor group members have to read my slides.
#2: I HAVE TO STAY BACK TO DO GB HERITAGE BADGE! If not poor jiaying and peiling has to do it, just the two of them, and it would just suck.

Ahhhh i'm so stressed now!
If i dont school i die, i go school also die.
OHGOD.

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I learnt my boyfriend was gay after 3 fregging years.
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 3:44 AM

MABELLYNTANGSHANMOON IS GAY OHMYGOD.
Today was a day of siam-ing.
Shoo from mabellyn tang!
And she have so many gfs lah, like chiobu weisian, chiobu murphy, chiobu pengwai and chiobu jon.
How heartbroken-ed after being her boyfriend of three years huh.
So in an instance, me, cm, cass and eryue turned into shuaishuaishuai boys. ♥
Hehehe.
MATHS TEST = LEMME DIE.
I think i'm going nuts, because i cant grasp a maths.
Any nice people want to study with me? ):

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I just love strawberry blonde. ♡
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 12:02 AM

Baaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!

Friday, supposed to meet at heartland mall @ 6, i thot it was 6.30, apparently i was late.>\\\<
Then found them at cold storage buying all the necessary stuffs, then we went to buy our korean and jap dinner!
I was fregging hungry, and simone was just totally the opposite lol.
Simone bought dessert, then bus-ed on the ultra slow 80 to enreka's house, and enreka was like, "feels like we going chalet".
TOTALLY SEH! x]
Haha.
Then we walk walk walk, the place where enreka live got alot of glam and damn huge, and i repeat, H-U-G-E HOUSE.
And then we were guessing which was enreka's house, when suddenly she turned into this driveway.
WTF MANZ.
YOU KNOW HOW HUGE WAS HER DRIVEWAY [also counted as porch (?)]?!
It's like the length and 3/4 the width of my living room!
It's that awesome.
Ohmygod lah, i feel so deprived when i see her house, hahaha. ^-^
Then settled down, her dogs are adorable, but didn't play with them cos they will just pee anywhere. ;x
Then we ate our takeaway dinner and did the sec one's nametags and camwhored.
Me and cass were liek going to everyone carrot there and taking a picture with them, and simone's cam died so we used enreka's.
AND WATCHING RATATOUILLE TOO~!
How nice huh. (:
Then went into her room, it's so nice cans.
And then after slacking awhile, i decided to sleep. [omg i'm never going to do that next time, when this is the second time i realised friends will take pictures of people asleep (!!!!)]
!I shall stay awake next time!
And then woke up, SWOLLEN EYES.
FREAK LAH.
Zzzzz i damn pissed with my eyes, was trying to hide them from everyone haha. :S
Stupid eyes stupid eyes.
Now still feels swollen, but it's better.
Then chionged to school, prepare everything, then cca start.
So cool sia, we the senior-est seniors there (cos sec four not there), very shiok the feeling.
Devotion, sianned.
Almost slept.
Then drills.
Trained how to shout commands, i will never want to command cos my voice sounds weird!
And my couple's voice sounds so shy! (aka my brother in a park the rock~)
Shy taohuay = DAMN LMAO.
Then started games, quite sian, they all like not enthu -.-
And only 6 sec ones turned up, when we have like, 12. o-o
Then playplayplay, me simone bernice huiwen jiaying went to take ice from staff room to canteen, our fingers numb from the cold. (esp. simone's)
Then slacked, and eat.
Wah, the food damn nice, XIEXIE ENREKA. (wo men ai ni, haha.)
Then the ice broke into the shape of a gun, damn funny!
And when simone was chasing after me to let me bring home the plastic cup, i saw taohuay with this cheeky expressions and was like, question mark (???).
Then suddenly she use shane spray spray thing to spray me, my whole skirt and nat tee wet!
REVENGE.
Too bad the officers prevented me from attacking taohuay.
And she almost SLIPPED.
Hahahahhahahaha. ;runrunrun"woah!"
Lol anyway, went to change with cass, and it was then that simone (evil!x1000000000) slipped the plastic cups into my bag, and to my horror when i went home and opened my bag, i saw it there.
Good job simone, x.x
And pon-ing church, too exhausted.

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GOODDAY! ♡
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 3:51 AM

Today's quite a good day for me, i'm happy today! :D
(must be because it's jaejae's birthday, haha!)
Anyway, lessons were quite exhausting, apaprently my medicine made me quite drowsy. x.x
Haha, lunch was funny!
Cos i bought the donut from malay store with cm (like how we shared the 'c', 'a', and 's' ytd. x]).
Then after that saw ltn, i damn excited cos i miss him so much! (yes, he's irritating but fun)
Then holding my half-eaten donut on my right hand, i just patted him on the head like always, suddenly it snowed on his head!
Cos all the sugar from the donut fell on his hair, HAHAHA.
Sorry tzuning. >\\\<
HAHA.
And we all fell in love with the warm donut. x]
Hehehe.

AND TASHI SMELLS OF DOG. (duh, dont expect him to smell of cat huh -.-)
C-U-T-E!

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PANAKLA LEE!
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 2:39 AM

Haha, if shermaine ever sees this dont kill me! x]
THANKYOUSOMUCH SHERMAINEPANAKLALEE (like how ryan and james calls you) for being my maths tutor. (:
You so nice woman, HAHAH.
#Psst: ALLENWALKER. BAHAHAHAHA!

Anyway, school today was pssssch.
Nothing much interesting, except house meeting sucked.
Like who will scream their heads off when it's not the actual day. >\\\<
And mabellyntangshanmoon, YOU ARE SO ADORABLE. (not)
;goosebumps.
Haha, i really ♥ to tease you huh.

AND IT'S FUN SPAZZING WITH YUNYI.
THAT WOMAN GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK HEH.
AHHH I CANT STOP GOING MAD WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
And haha, we're two mad fangirls fantasizing bout tomo. x]
And she encouraged me to read fanfic, HAHA. :D

Psst: ZZZZZZZZZZZ INSPIRATION COME TO ME PLEASE.
I'm just left with 2 more poetry and 4 more pages!
So please come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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IMMA TONG!
Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 4:21 AM

Ahhhhh minsu~ OH MINNIE I LOVE YOU! ♥

MILOPOKPOP TODAYYYYYYY!
Yumm, but i veryveryveryveryexceptionallyexceptionallyexceptionally F-U-L-L.
I think my stomach shrank, YAY! :D
Haha, ate with clique, then me and eryue went home, other three has ccas. ):
Then went home, changed clothes, went to see doctor with mommy.
DAMN THE STUPID FUNGUS GROWING ON MY LEG. >:(
Hey mr fungus, does my leg resemble grass?! -.-
Anyway, went shopping with mom, saw this DAMN NICENICENICE DRESS!
Yay, mom reserved it, going back to get it tomo! :D:D:D ;diesfromhappiness
Finally got dress for cny. x]
Went shopping for snacks, ate dinner at subway, went home.

I LOVE TAOHUAY FOR EATING BREAKFAST WITH ME TOMO! :D
And i'm a self-proclaimed tong.
AND CARROTS!
I think i tag half the chalet photos liao, haha. ^-^ (with the motivation from oh-so-dearly huiwen :D)

Psst: Happy birthday nut! (:

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Unsure.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 4:26 AM

Hang in there junchan! ♥♥♥♥♥ [sends love]

Another day in school, as usual, maths was funnnnn! (sorraye, not cos of you lah ms yeo: the so called chio by ltn o-o)
HAHAHA.
It's fun cos all the guys in class boycott her, hoho!
Then she still down there ace-learning ace-learning, poor thing leh, dont know the guys making fun of her. >\\\< LOL AND NICHOLAS IMITATES PERFECTLY. "Isaac~!" lmao.
Shall stop here, my posts are becoming boring, i have nothing interesting to blog about! T-T

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Too stupid.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 4:04 AM

I realise that if i were to study a type of animals, the only bunch i wont ever be able to suss is humans.
Human feelings are way too complicated, and things change too fast; also, happiness is short-lived. (phrase that relates most to my life - FAVED BY ME)
And hence, i really dont understand everything going around me!
One minute, someone can just treat me like the only one they can rely on; suddenly, they just push me aside, like WOW.
But also, because i'm more of a happy-go-lucky, it doesn't really matter much, but it does distract me most of the times.
AND because of that, people get hurt. (because of misunderstandings between people)
AND also because of that, i misunderstand alot of people, and people misunderstand me too.
And so, i'm abruptly changing this into an apology post.
SORRY TO THOSE WHOM I'VE MISUNDERSTOOD, and mind you, this post is for girls only. (because i dont understand what i would misunderstand with a guy; if i dont like you, that's it, no matter how nice you are. TOO BAD. -.-)

Oh, today was a tiring day.
Dominique, get well soon! :D
And glad to hear your match went well today, hahaha. (:
Anyway, lessons were a breeze.
But mostly cos i might be daydreaming, that's why every lesson seems ohkay to me. ;x
HAHA. x]
And well, after school stayed back to do class deco, glad to know some of the guys stayed back too. (though they claim they were forced, haha!)
But ah well, everything went fine, except for when kimmeng almost fell off the chair on the table. (confusing, but people who were there would know, :S SCARY LEH.)
Then went home, and currently chionging CAP!
To lit students in my class, let's jiayou. :B

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