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The art of controlling.
Sunday, September 5, 2010 @ 3:51 AM

Yetserday, we went to take the jabbbbbb!
3 jabs in one day, hmph. ):
It hurt quite alot, but i survived hehe.
Then, went to have lunch, and studied after that.
I have a short attention span, and so does simone. :/
Went to cold storage to buy bagels and pink guava juice, i swear bagels are the hardest food on earth! :x
Me and simone's jaws were aching ttm from chewing, haha.
Met ALEX at compass!
Boy, do i miss her. :'(
After that, went back to bball court to find the guys, and there was this extra annoying guy there.
Can tell the guys were pissed haha.
Ate dinner, chatted and bitched (more like the guys bastarded, me and simone bitched haha).
Then finally had to go home, it was near 9! ):
Heng i reached home before my parents hehe.

Today, I CUT MY HAIR.
I feel so foolish, always cut my hair just when it starts to grow long. D:
I FORGOT TO ASK THE PERSON TO CUT IT THINNER.
Now it looks like a bush. T-T
Disaster.
I look like a cheena doll. @-@
And my bangs!
It looks funny too. ):
OH DEARRRRR.

Anw, it seems like i have no holidays at all, cos i have to balik sekolah almost everyday. ):
However, i'm looking forward to the maths camp hehehe.
MATHS CAMP (Y).

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Rewind it.
Friday, May 7, 2010 @ 5:57 AM

Ohmygod, so long never post le, i kinda almost forget i actually owned a blog. @-@
In the middle of myes, left 6 papers, i know i will survive. -grimaces-
Nowadays very boring, nothing much to do except mug.
AND OH I RE-DOWNLOADED AUDI.
Awesome, can play with my husband hee. ^-^
And my skills are poofed.
Zzzzz.
Shall regain everything during june hols. :D

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Leaves fall.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 5:01 AM

My life is a screwed mess.
I dont study, and myes are reallllllly closeby.
I think i'm gonna die for myes.
And there's junsu too, i'm afraid that i wont have time to study.
Poor time management explains me.
I'm off focus, i dont listen in class, at home i mope around.
All cos of some stupid decision i made.
Fregging bad at decision making.
Oh, and cherie darling, happy birthday, i've always loved you. ♥

I know you wont see this, but i really love my paperheart.

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Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou?
Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 7:00 AM

Homecoming today~!
Went school, prize presentation!
So zzzz-ed, is also not we screw up the whole things when we give wrong medals, it's just that the emcee's order doesn't tally with ours, then everyone give us that face that says:"It's all your fault you arranged it wrong and let our guest of honour wait awkwardly."
To hell with that, zzzz.
I love 306!
I think our stalls quite successful. (:
OMG SAW VERNICE HENG!
Suddenly miss her quite abit, hehe!
Anyways, me and dominique were attacking people with crushed ice, wanted to hit simone but she hengheng walk into the class, then never hit. x]
Oh, the prata thing was funny enough, LOL.
But i feel so odd, playing with prata like it's nothing when people around the world are starving.
The world is unfair much huh?
Ate dinner at macs, memories of my lost a maths book came flooding back, D:
AHHHHHH. T-T
Oh and my life sucks big time, ohnoes!
Have to chiong revision and hw tomo, siannnnn. ):

I'm tired of trying so hard.
Gonna just pretend you dont exist, easier for everyone this way.

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I try to hold on to the warmth.
Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 3:24 AM

F- Fetish (from Ontama)
Yoochun who said he has a fetish for Junsu’s smell. His question was “What you would say to today’s Junsu when smelling him” he answered “Did you shower?”. Wha..what kind of relationship do they have!? Also Junsu’s question was “What you would say to Changmin, who you see sleep everyday” he answered “I’ll be there so wait for me!!” Jaejoong who asked “go where?” and Junsu answered “I was going to meet him in our dreams”….If that’s the case its okay.

Ohmygod that's so damn cute! (yoosu spotted)
Anyway, sports day today, melted under the sun, and i mean MELTED.
Went hougang mall, took same bus as tang with her choir friends (they were supposedly walking lol) then met her again at pastamania.
Coincidence~~~
Then, finished eating, me and simone didn't feel like studying (i'm so sorry shane, jiaying and cass; i promise you guys we really really really must go mug someday, and i'm serious: we shall juts mug and only mug) then shane, jiaying and cass went back. T-T
Then me and simone walk around, quite sian, just the two of us, we bought identical ultra cute spongebob files!
Ahhhh~!
(okay lack of discipline; i'm supposed to save up!)
Then went home.
Oh well, gonna mug the whole of tomo away.
I cant stand myself having a lack of freaking discipline. x.x

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Lost\Refound
Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 4:14 AM

PE was scary yesterday. ;D
It's damn awesome lah, i have confidence in my sit-and-reach already. :D
Dominique damn freaked out by it, AND I WAS FREAKED OUT TOO HAHA.
Amazingness~
Then, yesterday after school, went with husband, then berber and xiaoting came along too, to heartland mall.
Finally bought physics assessment, might be mugging with tew tomo! (that lady never reply me!)
Then today, school was siann.
I hate physics lah, I CANNOT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD.
Ohmygod. x.x
Then after school, went to amk with husband, ahgong and yujun!
Then ahgong need go home, so byebye ahgong. ):
Then, ate and all, atm came along, went 313 to shop. -ahem-
Walk damn long, find damn long, then we walked to ps.
Bought necklace along the way, ahhhh! :D
Nicenicenice!
Then, finally bought something, like after so freaking long!
Hehehe.
Saw this carrot food in daiso, it's damn cute lah! ^-^

Tomo sports day, i hope everything goes well. (:

Psst: I miss you clique! I feel like i havent talked to you guys in a very long while. ):

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Purple.
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 10:13 PM

Crashing.

That's what homework's doing to me.
Crashing me down.
God, i cant even remember exactly what homework i have, it's too much for my brain to take.
Yesterday, finally talked with mei on msn, i've missed her! :B
Glad that i could be of help my dear, let's enjoy gb camp and hurry pack~~~
Aish.
Gb camp.
I'm still having issues with my finger.
It can't be closed into a fist. T-T
How to do drills. -.-
And we have a whole block of time dedicated to that (looking forward to it, not).
But at least we'll be cycling. (:
But PEILING'S NOT GONNA GO.
COS OF 3N CAMP. D:
Whyohwhyohwhy.
And i dread the groupings lah!
And i havent polished my boots.
And i havent ironed my uniform.
And i havent packed for camp!
At least i enjoyed maths today (yeah right).
But i understood what ms yeo was saying, hehehehe. ^-^
And ofc, the usual ehhh-yo! Eh-eh-eh-yo.
Annoying but hilariously funny, even ms yeo laughed.

Awesome holiday i have huh.

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I'm so sorry but I love you.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 3:22 AM

A maths test 2 = PASS.
E geog = FAIL.
Zzzzz.

No time to blog anymore, must study for a maths test 3, and goodness, i haven't sorted out my damn file.
And i must pass this a maths test 3! (!!!)
Cos after that, i can slack.
Seungri-o-meter: 90%!
Micky-o-meter: 95%!

♥

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OT5
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 2:20 AM

I have a freaking lack of discipline. ):
Was supposed to study, ended sleeping in, zzzz.
Anyway, freaking out, cos a maths test is this friday, AND I FAILED A MATHS TEST 1.
(okay, actually in our class only 9 people pass -.-)
It means it's hard kayyy, not just me who's dumb or what. o-o"
8/30. Clapclap, how smart can i get. ;sigh
At least i did okay for chem!
Zzzz stupid ryan and james keep comparing.
Shemm we must win them next test! (impossible, stupid ryan so smart)
Chem quiz, 8/15, it's bad but it's better than 8/30 right?!
Grrrr.
Then 38/50 for test, heng i above average, if not can prepare a noose already. x.x
I STILL LOST EITHER WAY.
Must work hard for a maths, bu shuang that they win me. >(
Anyway, today was supposed to study with sher after school, we realised no book, so postpone to thurs (last minute huh!).
Then, realised dominique left class, i chiong after her, that lady walk so damn fast!
Then bus-ed home with her, and i skipped lunch (amazingly) cos my lunch money went to chinese 5 year series.
Aish.
My dinner smells good, cant wait to eat it~

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Broken promises.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 4:03 AM

Shitz, i'm in deep trouble.
I HAVEN'T STARTED REVISING FOR A MATHS, but i cant keep myself away from my comp. ):
At worse i'll wake myself up at 4.30am to revise, i know i will.
I cant afford to flunk this and pull my a maths grades down.
I will pia, i will i will (must keep repeating if not i'll be slackkk).
Today's e geog was okay, but i'm not confident.
Because, hello?
306 missed river management okay, and we studied during the lesson itself.
I hope i pass that. x.x
CCA tomo, i pray they'll let us off early!
If not my chem test on thursday I diediedie.
Must study, must study!

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Once bitten, twice shy.
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 2:32 AM

TODAY IS A NO TIME DAY (i'm using the comp cos i have to relax you see).
A day where i had to chiong all homeworks, and e geog too (i just gave up, dying together with dom).
Aish, irritated today, and now my mood's better.
I have to try and catch up on my studies soon (okay hopefully we can study physics soon eh!).
Lol cos we have all the same subject combi, hehehe. ^-^
Wish me luck for e geog test tomo, AND I HAVE TO MISS SRR FOR 2 DAYS COS THERE'S A MATHS TEST ON WEDNESDAY (cos our srr's on mon and tues).
That is so sadd.

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Stabbed twice, what an asshole (faker).
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 6:23 AM

Went visitation to paternal relatives today, IT MUST BE A FRIEND DAY TODAY.
Lollollol, dominique saw me at redhill (though i didn't see her!), and saw zw, and meifu too.
Lolllll.
AND i'm stressed.
I think i just want to go mad or something.
I dont think i studied at all during the weekend.
Fag it, i'm not going to go out from this week onwards, i'm just gonna mug, mug and mug at home.
Heck care my parents if they're going out (sorry but i need to study kayy, dont rob my sunday).

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Thanks!
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 4:35 AM

Thanks ah tangshanmoon!
For pei-ing me go doctor. ^-^
And anyway, school sucked today.
For the whole day i was going "sniff sniff", and i used up many packets of tissue. (thanks kaiearm)
Frisbee = not bad, at least my nose stopped running!
BUT me, sher and liya damn pissed with *&%#!
GRRRR ZZZZZ AHHHHH!
But anyway love jecaca, shercaca and licaca! x]
Yeah, chinese test sucked too.
I totally blank out at all the chengyu stuff, >\\\<
AND PHYSICS.
Oh god.
My nose was terribly uncooperative ohkay.
I totally drowsy-ed.
Then for the whole of physics all i wanted to do was SLEEP, and just sleep, goddammit.
So my physics = fail.
Seriously.
I was just thinking of sleep zzzzz.
Then i totally forgot gradient, and poof, went my somewhere near 10 marks for my graph.
I need to pia for physics big time!

AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO CNY.
Oh god, i finally get to visit my grandma's house (new house and old one! just side by side, pictures will come when i've came back. x])
I HAVEN'T BEEN IN MALAYSIA FOR ONE YEAR, it's like my second home, i've grown to love it sooooo much!
I hope nothing much changed, it's a getaway from the hectic life in singapore. D:

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I learnt my boyfriend was gay after 3 fregging years.
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 3:44 AM

MABELLYNTANGSHANMOON IS GAY OHMYGOD.
Today was a day of siam-ing.
Shoo from mabellyn tang!
And she have so many gfs lah, like chiobu weisian, chiobu murphy, chiobu pengwai and chiobu jon.
How heartbroken-ed after being her boyfriend of three years huh.
So in an instance, me, cm, cass and eryue turned into shuaishuaishuai boys. ♥
Hehehe.
MATHS TEST = LEMME DIE.
I think i'm going nuts, because i cant grasp a maths.
Any nice people want to study with me? ):

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GOODDAY! ♡
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 3:51 AM

Today's quite a good day for me, i'm happy today! :D
(must be because it's jaejae's birthday, haha!)
Anyway, lessons were quite exhausting, apaprently my medicine made me quite drowsy. x.x
Haha, lunch was funny!
Cos i bought the donut from malay store with cm (like how we shared the 'c', 'a', and 's' ytd. x]).
Then after that saw ltn, i damn excited cos i miss him so much! (yes, he's irritating but fun)
Then holding my half-eaten donut on my right hand, i just patted him on the head like always, suddenly it snowed on his head!
Cos all the sugar from the donut fell on his hair, HAHAHA.
Sorry tzuning. >\\\<
HAHA.
And we all fell in love with the warm donut. x]
Hehehe.

AND TASHI SMELLS OF DOG. (duh, dont expect him to smell of cat huh -.-)
C-U-T-E!

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PANAKLA LEE!
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 2:39 AM

Haha, if shermaine ever sees this dont kill me! x]
THANKYOUSOMUCH SHERMAINEPANAKLALEE (like how ryan and james calls you) for being my maths tutor. (:
You so nice woman, HAHAH.
#Psst: ALLENWALKER. BAHAHAHAHA!

Anyway, school today was pssssch.
Nothing much interesting, except house meeting sucked.
Like who will scream their heads off when it's not the actual day. >\\\<
And mabellyntangshanmoon, YOU ARE SO ADORABLE. (not)
;goosebumps.
Haha, i really ♥ to tease you huh.

AND IT'S FUN SPAZZING WITH YUNYI.
THAT WOMAN GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK HEH.
AHHH I CANT STOP GOING MAD WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
And haha, we're two mad fangirls fantasizing bout tomo. x]
And she encouraged me to read fanfic, HAHA. :D

Psst: ZZZZZZZZZZZ INSPIRATION COME TO ME PLEASE.
I'm just left with 2 more poetry and 4 more pages!
So please come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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Unsure.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 4:26 AM

Hang in there junchan! ♥♥♥♥♥ [sends love]

Another day in school, as usual, maths was funnnnn! (sorraye, not cos of you lah ms yeo: the so called chio by ltn o-o)
HAHAHA.
It's fun cos all the guys in class boycott her, hoho!
Then she still down there ace-learning ace-learning, poor thing leh, dont know the guys making fun of her. >\\\< LOL AND NICHOLAS IMITATES PERFECTLY. "Isaac~!" lmao.
Shall stop here, my posts are becoming boring, i have nothing interesting to blog about! T-T

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I /THINK/ I ♥ MY CLIQUE, LOL.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 4:29 AM

Emphasis on the word think, hahahah!
Joking lah. :D
Anyways, broke tradition of eating milopokpop on friday, ate it today, with the company from uninvited guests like murphy and pengwai, lol.
And eryue treated them to lollipops, APPRECIATE IS THE KEYWORD FOR THIS MONTH (lol)! x]
Anyways, went out after lunching with clique, went to ps with my mom and sis. (i know, it's insane, going out shopping on a school day. >\\\<)
Then bought new pillows! (ohkay, no big deal, but my pillow's flat, and the new one's fluffy, HEE!)
Hehheh. x]
Bought oil blotter, i really need it. -.-
Especially on sat, gb 5 hours = face full of oil. o-o
Haha, that's what me and peiling will always go nuts about. x] ♥
HAHAHA.
Ohkay i'm going nuts alr, shall end here for today!

Psst: MATHS SUCK. MS YEO I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU, AND I SHALL AVOID ACE-LEARNING.

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Life really is unfair! But whocares. (:
Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 1:10 AM


Oh, mygod. VISUAL SHOCK JAE. ♥-♥

You might want to ignore my rants.
Ohmys, i'm now bored in school cos i have no one to talk to in class!
And because of that, i'm twice as hardworking, cos i dont talk and just pay attention, hee. x]
And hell, i have a feeling i cant fit in, AHHHHHH.
But heck that, i'm staying optimistic.
But not so optimistic bout lit, I REGRET NOT TAKING SS/HIST AND PURE GEOG.
Ahhhhh, from ytd i realised i love geog more than lit, and lit got some stupid caps programme that need do alotta writing, AND I WANT TO DIE. ):
T-T
Anyways, other than that, today was a good day.
Wilfred, please love your beanie!
Cos it's so fregging cute, heehee. :D
And tang!
That guy not quite my type, but he has a rather good smile! (i emphasize rather, haha)
Ohkay, going with peiling to hq tomo to buy my fregging gb cap and her haversack, and to buy tie pin for xinyu. x.x (please: these are just reminders for myself)
AND I'M GONNA BE BUSY FOR THE START OF THIS WEEK.
Gosh, heng i have some time left to spare on that project. (:
Haish, if not i die. >.<

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Sleepyhead.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 1:16 AM

Lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove(x10000000000000000000000). ♥♥♥♥♥

The title says it all.
Apparently i haven't got anough sleep, and the cooling fans in class are killing my eyes. >\\\<
;guilty
Aish, second day of school, first day of studies.
And we alrrrrrr have to prepare for a goddamn test that's tomo. o-o
It's some diagnostic test for chem, but still, test on second day of studying?!
Oh good job manz.
Half-listened to all the lessons, half of it my mind drifted off to wonderland.
Wonderland in thinking of my dearest db boys, ;sighs
And i was just telling myself to pay attention and pia in sec three, WOW. ;cheeksredden
And i'm currently undergoing alot of pressure, cos of what ms tee said in higher chinese.
So i guess i'm chionging for higher chinese, and i really mean chionging. ;determinedddddddddwithacapitalD

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