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The art of figuring.
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 9:42 PM

Dom's words made the most sense.
So did eryue's.

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Green.
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 3:08 AM

I'm.
Dying.

Life is, basically, unfair to me.
I CANT BELIEVE FANS ACTUALLY HAS THIS KIND OF ROOM.
Ohmygod i feel so inferior, i feel like smashing my head a thousand times on the wall and robbing a bank (because yes, apparently you need alot of money for that), and I WANT TO TURN BACK THE CLOCK.
Back a fregging 7 years, so i can be at the start with them, and i can own every awesome thing of theirs.
Ohmygod i'm dying.
This makes my point to study even harder (psychologist, here i come!).
But i'm just really scared that, i wont be able to collect all these stuff 10-15 years down the road.
I dont even know if they will still exist till then.
I wish i was born earlier.
I wish i was born rich.
I wish i was born with my own room.
I wish i could be born in south korea!

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Hopeless.
Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 1:24 AM

I was sooooo looking forward to gb tomo, can finally discuss with carrots about gathering, but apparently it seems to be cancelled cos we cant match our schedules, except for monday (we have chinese oral though).
And then, sports heats have to come and ruin it all.
I thought i not running sia, in the end got my name there.
Then very siasuay leh, if i run last then...
Aish.
And paranoid bout gb.
Will ma'am ask too much or something?
Oh god.
Paranoid-ded.
And a maths test 2 sucked.
Again.
I studied the whole of chapter 2 when we were only supposed to study 2.1 and 2.2.
Fregging waste of time, i'm pissed with myself.
Ugh, ever heard of friday blues?

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OT5
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 2:20 AM

I have a freaking lack of discipline. ):
Was supposed to study, ended sleeping in, zzzz.
Anyway, freaking out, cos a maths test is this friday, AND I FAILED A MATHS TEST 1.
(okay, actually in our class only 9 people pass -.-)
It means it's hard kayyy, not just me who's dumb or what. o-o"
8/30. Clapclap, how smart can i get. ;sigh
At least i did okay for chem!
Zzzz stupid ryan and james keep comparing.
Shemm we must win them next test! (impossible, stupid ryan so smart)
Chem quiz, 8/15, it's bad but it's better than 8/30 right?!
Grrrr.
Then 38/50 for test, heng i above average, if not can prepare a noose already. x.x
I STILL LOST EITHER WAY.
Must work hard for a maths, bu shuang that they win me. >(
Anyway, today was supposed to study with sher after school, we realised no book, so postpone to thurs (last minute huh!).
Then, realised dominique left class, i chiong after her, that lady walk so damn fast!
Then bus-ed home with her, and i skipped lunch (amazingly) cos my lunch money went to chinese 5 year series.
Aish.
My dinner smells good, cant wait to eat it~

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Stabbed twice, what an asshole (faker).
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 6:23 AM

Went visitation to paternal relatives today, IT MUST BE A FRIEND DAY TODAY.
Lollollol, dominique saw me at redhill (though i didn't see her!), and saw zw, and meifu too.
Lolllll.
AND i'm stressed.
I think i just want to go mad or something.
I dont think i studied at all during the weekend.
Fag it, i'm not going to go out from this week onwards, i'm just gonna mug, mug and mug at home.
Heck care my parents if they're going out (sorry but i need to study kayy, dont rob my sunday).

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ANGRY.
Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 10:55 PM

GRRRR.
ME AND PEILING ARE DAMN ANGRY.
Just came back from gb, tired and angry.
Then after cca we went hougang mall subway, supposed to be ma'am treat, in the end we all got scammed.
FREAKING ANGRY.
GRRRRRRRRRRRR.

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Too stupid.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 4:04 AM

I realise that if i were to study a type of animals, the only bunch i wont ever be able to suss is humans.
Human feelings are way too complicated, and things change too fast; also, happiness is short-lived. (phrase that relates most to my life - FAVED BY ME)
And hence, i really dont understand everything going around me!
One minute, someone can just treat me like the only one they can rely on; suddenly, they just push me aside, like WOW.
But also, because i'm more of a happy-go-lucky, it doesn't really matter much, but it does distract me most of the times.
AND because of that, people get hurt. (because of misunderstandings between people)
AND also because of that, i misunderstand alot of people, and people misunderstand me too.
And so, i'm abruptly changing this into an apology post.
SORRY TO THOSE WHOM I'VE MISUNDERSTOOD, and mind you, this post is for girls only. (because i dont understand what i would misunderstand with a guy; if i dont like you, that's it, no matter how nice you are. TOO BAD. -.-)

Oh, today was a tiring day.
Dominique, get well soon! :D
And glad to hear your match went well today, hahaha. (:
Anyway, lessons were a breeze.
But mostly cos i might be daydreaming, that's why every lesson seems ohkay to me. ;x
HAHA. x]
And well, after school stayed back to do class deco, glad to know some of the guys stayed back too. (though they claim they were forced, haha!)
But ah well, everything went fine, except for when kimmeng almost fell off the chair on the table. (confusing, but people who were there would know, :S SCARY LEH.)
Then went home, and currently chionging CAP!
To lit students in my class, let's jiayou. :B

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Thinking of not giving.
Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 6:04 AM

Zzzz, currently turned off by this person whose such a jerk (though it's a girl).
Got thing, then talk to me, no thing, just ignore.
You really have abit of prob. -.-

Anyways, adding on to my bad mood is today, stupid saturday, 7 need wake up and chiong school for gb.
Then stand in hothot sun for 2 hours i think, for attire check.
Got damn alot casualties, including me. x.x
For the first time in my life i experienced dying, LOL.
Jokingjoking. :D
Near-faintness sucks lah, my world turned orangey-brown.
Like wth, i want die liao. x.x
Then i was like, ohkay, think of dbsk and you wont faint, then i hummed hug in my head, in the end, still cmi, couldn't breathe and felt nauseous, gross. x.x
Then anyway, bernice huiwen both sick today never come, abit suspicious. x]
Hee.
Anyways, ended early today, 12.45. -.-
Thay say 12.30 but confirm drag what. o-o

Anyway, went hougang point kfc with simone, cherie and cassandra, ate bbq meltz with cheese fries, it's damn yummy after freaking long gb. (:
Then, chiong home to bathe, bathe liao need chiong out of house to church, almost late. >\\\<
Then slept through church, at first alot energy, after that i died with peiling.
We were entertaining ourselves, i took her stylus and was typing msg on her phone, then she reply back and blah, we were both bored like wth.
5 MORE WEEKS. >.<

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I /THINK/ I ♥ MY CLIQUE, LOL.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 4:29 AM

Emphasis on the word think, hahahah!
Joking lah. :D
Anyways, broke tradition of eating milopokpop on friday, ate it today, with the company from uninvited guests like murphy and pengwai, lol.
And eryue treated them to lollipops, APPRECIATE IS THE KEYWORD FOR THIS MONTH (lol)! x]
Anyways, went out after lunching with clique, went to ps with my mom and sis. (i know, it's insane, going out shopping on a school day. >\\\<)
Then bought new pillows! (ohkay, no big deal, but my pillow's flat, and the new one's fluffy, HEE!)
Hehheh. x]
Bought oil blotter, i really need it. -.-
Especially on sat, gb 5 hours = face full of oil. o-o
Haha, that's what me and peiling will always go nuts about. x] ♥
HAHAHA.
Ohkay i'm going nuts alr, shall end here for today!

Psst: MATHS SUCK. MS YEO I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU, AND I SHALL AVOID ACE-LEARNING.

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THANKS PEILING. ♥
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 4:28 AM

And that's what i meant when i say carrots are more reliable. ♥
Anyway, after school, got on 112, and was praying like mad for peiling to get on same bus as me, (which we did anyway. :D).
Then atas was on bus too, she seemed in her own world with her earphones plugged is, which she always is, anyway. x] (dont kill me ber!)
Then we went hiking to gb hq, i think me and peiling almost cmi along the way with what our heavy freaking schoolbags and the fregging weather.
Then, when we reach, the sign says closed, and me and peiling were preparing to throw stones (we promised ourselves that if the hq refuses to open: joking!)
But just press one bell, and suddenly someone opens up the shop, hehe. x]
Then we buy haversack (peiling), cap (me), socks and tie pin (xinyu).
Finally someone owes me money LOL. o-o

Then went to heartland mall and slack, went to eat kfc snackers with her again (and somemore we always eat same choice, and take uber lots of chilli. :D).
Then went slack around, our bags are freaking heavy lah.
Then went hougang mall, heehee. ^-^
Went cotton on walkwalk, she decided not to buy the shirts for her friend, maybe another day haha.
AND I LOVE PEILING LAH. ♥ (hey peiling, must feel honoured! cos i dont say this to alot of people HAHA. :D plus she so patient always listen to me crap about my stupid *****. cos she seems to have the same reaction as me, just that i bobian, so i ren.)
SHE SO NICE PEI ME WALK AND BUY STUFF EVEN THOUGH IT'S NONE OF HER BUSINESS.<3

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